No one's home now...
All housemate had back Sandakan...
Already alone at home at KL here for few days...
Seldom could see my house so quiet...
That's why i always switch on the TV...
Hee...
Anyhow...
I like to be at home now...
As here was clean and tidy...
Cause 1 week ago we gotong-royong...
'Time,
Is going by,
So must faster than i,
And i starting regret not spending all here with you...'
Four years college life...
Just end like this...
Really upset...
I really want to be at college life again...
If time allow me to be...
I miss my course mates...
I miss my books, notes, pencil case, bag...
From this moment on,
I am not a student anymore...
Though i was ready to work long time ago...
But i really can't accept that i not a student anymore...
Guys...
Is quite upset that i didn't follow you all to UK...
I really miss you guys...
Hope everyone of us have a good career in future...
Since Jon has back hometown...
Nobody play pool with me le...
And also less going Feeling cafe...
Pei wen not here...
No one call me Iuan er, yum cha...
No one for me to flirt liao...
Soon wei chao le,
Loss a gentle guy talk 'old man' story with me...
As i always like to share with him...
Cham la...
Addicted with LC gang...
last one week...
Work with AverAwards...
At cineleisure...
As i help my fren Jayce...
To manage the staff there...
Yet...
I challenging different thing here...
One week has pass..
I don't know whether i achieve my objective or not...
But i obviously have some changes in the staff there...
And i happy...
Is the staff will improve or not is up to them already...
My job has finish...
But anyhow,
I have improve...
I was jumping into a different level...
Which i must have this skill in my future working environment...
Which is HR management...
Haha!
You know...
During the week i was at the shop...
i really focus 100% on my job...
Again...
It was fun...
And satisfaction...
I know...
I really love working...
Which i should focus now...
In my this current period...
I really should let many private thing go away...
Which really restrict me to perform the my best...
There for...
I really won't thing of relationship now...
And i conclude i will not find her until her birthday on July...
Chinese new year coming soon...
There is only two more days...
This year i bought quite a lot clothes...
hee..
As few years before i really bought less...
Very excited to back home later...
Can see everyone at my house...
In new year..
Is getting happier atmosphere at my house...
Everyone getting more playful now...
Haha!
Hope this year is better than last year...
And hope everyone healthy, happy and peace!
Gong Xi Fa Chai!
Friday, February 12, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Happy birthday to me!
Happy Birthday Losu!
Thanks!
Thanks to many many people...
I love you all always...
Thanks my classmates celebrate with me at Fullhouse...
Thanks for the birthday cake...
Birthday hat...
Thanks to my WS gang...
Again i got a secret recipe cake...
Celebrate Jaya One...
Beers and music accompany...
Thanks for the call from my family...
And those my dear Kluang friends...
A bit surprise from some of my long time din't contact friend...
Cause still remembering my b'day...
Some more my ex colleage...
Even want to thank my staff for the greeting...
Thank you!
Thanks!
Thanks to many many people...
I love you all always...
Thanks my classmates celebrate with me at Fullhouse...
Thanks for the birthday cake...
Birthday hat...
Thanks to my WS gang...
Again i got a secret recipe cake...
Celebrate Jaya One...
Beers and music accompany...
Thanks for the call from my family...
And those my dear Kluang friends...
A bit surprise from some of my long time din't contact friend...
Cause still remembering my b'day...
Some more my ex colleage...
Even want to thank my staff for the greeting...
Thank you!
Friday, January 22, 2010
Welcome 23 Shee Iuan
One more day...
It was Losu 23 years old birthday luh!
Can't accept that i had reached to this age today...
Ahhh...
Iuan arr...
HAVE TO THINK ADULT LA...
Thank god to bring in me to this world...
And giving me a healthy and peaceful life...
I appreciate...
Anyway...
There are still a lot of people are in misery today...
Recently...
A natural disaster have took lots of life in Haiti...
And there are still many children, man and women, elderly...
Suffering from injured, hunger, cold and mentally distress...
That's why...
This year Iuan birthday wish...
Is hope all these people can get rescue as soon as possible...
And living peacefully...
SO,
Please,
We are not the one most "cham"...
For those who always think negative...
Even think of sucide that one...
Please...
Always remember...
There are thousand and million of people more "cham' than us...
And they never give up...
We,
The one in lucky without and disaster...
Should become the stronger one...
To help the one unlucky...
Instead of blaming many things...
And hurt ourself and harm others...
Two days ago...
My number 1 best friend...
Leslie
Felt difficult to breath when woke up...
When i notice him...
His face was pail and in a very slow movement...
My god...
I knew what had happen...
In heart,
Just pray for him that was just a signal to him...
To stop him from having liquor and cigarette...
As he was heavily taking these thing for pass few weeks...
Guys...
Please stop smoking...
Or smoke less...
That day during i drive him to the clinic...
I told myself...
If one day he really have something force to leave me...
I will definitely...
All i just want to say...
Appreciate what we own...
And responsible what we done...
Iuan together with you...
Hehe
It was Losu 23 years old birthday luh!
Can't accept that i had reached to this age today...
Ahhh...
Iuan arr...
HAVE TO THINK ADULT LA...
Thank god to bring in me to this world...
And giving me a healthy and peaceful life...
I appreciate...
Anyway...
There are still a lot of people are in misery today...
Recently...
A natural disaster have took lots of life in Haiti...
And there are still many children, man and women, elderly...
Suffering from injured, hunger, cold and mentally distress...
That's why...
This year Iuan birthday wish...
Is hope all these people can get rescue as soon as possible...
And living peacefully...
SO,
Please,
We are not the one most "cham"...
For those who always think negative...
Even think of sucide that one...
Please...
Always remember...
There are thousand and million of people more "cham' than us...
And they never give up...
We,
The one in lucky without and disaster...
Should become the stronger one...
To help the one unlucky...
Instead of blaming many things...
And hurt ourself and harm others...
Two days ago...
My number 1 best friend...
Leslie
Felt difficult to breath when woke up...
When i notice him...
His face was pail and in a very slow movement...
My god...
I knew what had happen...
In heart,
Just pray for him that was just a signal to him...
To stop him from having liquor and cigarette...
As he was heavily taking these thing for pass few weeks...
Guys...
Please stop smoking...
Or smoke less...
That day during i drive him to the clinic...
I told myself...
If one day he really have something force to leave me...
I will definitely...
All i just want to say...
Appreciate what we own...
And responsible what we done...
Iuan together with you...
Hehe
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Bye Tar College
Finally i have to say bye bye to my lovely college...
Bye Tarc College...
Thanks for giving me so much memories...
So much education...
And so much experience...
I would like to say im lucky...
That i have come into this study environment...
As it bring me lots of knowledge...
Plus met many friends here..
I have no regret the decision i made 4 years ago...
Now...
Its all about to pass the exam...
And graduate in May...
Currently i like a song...
"two is better than one"
but,
I not really think that i prefer live in 'two' now...
She and me...
Are same...
Both don't wish to have relationship to restrict us...
Nice to have her identical perception with me...
We knew...
And we enjoy...
The FREEDOM of single life...
Yesterday...
Is the the longest period i came out with her...
Anyway...
I suspect...
I not suppose to go out with her yesterday...
As i knew we will getting less thing to say...
Since we met frequently recently...
I really don't wish we end up with no topic to chat one day...
Cause...
Between she and me...
Are not in same gang and industry...
She really did not disappointed me anyway...
Though i knew she always have many guys friends with her...
Though i won't bother too...
But i truly happy that she always be frankly with me...
A guy and a girl have interest to each other is a normal incident...
However,
IF not choose to be a pair of couple...
Then the challenge of the "game" is the endurance...
Cause both don't have the authority to control each other...
Haha...
But,
Anyhow...
My career is still my first concern now...
And i enjoy my life now...
A life which i can do whatever i wish...
As i only 23 mah...
Hee...
But i promise...
I won't let myself to hurt ANYONE!
Here...
I wsih to say something to 2 of my friends.
To Anna:
I don't know how i could help u through this...
But anyway...
I always here to support u...
Please Don't let yourself become silly again...
To Jayce:
Being as buddy about 4 years...
Yea...
I agree you said...
We get through many things all these years...
No matter how...
You always my respect friends plus superior...
I just couldn't accept something that i under estimate...
But,
I still want to say...
I'm open minded...
I just need sometime...
And promise it won't affect our friendship...
Bye Tarc College...
Thanks for giving me so much memories...
So much education...
And so much experience...
I would like to say im lucky...
That i have come into this study environment...
As it bring me lots of knowledge...
Plus met many friends here..
I have no regret the decision i made 4 years ago...
Now...
Its all about to pass the exam...
And graduate in May...
Currently i like a song...
"two is better than one"
but,
I not really think that i prefer live in 'two' now...
She and me...
Are same...
Both don't wish to have relationship to restrict us...
Nice to have her identical perception with me...
We knew...
And we enjoy...
The FREEDOM of single life...
Yesterday...
Is the the longest period i came out with her...
Anyway...
I suspect...
I not suppose to go out with her yesterday...
As i knew we will getting less thing to say...
Since we met frequently recently...
I really don't wish we end up with no topic to chat one day...
Cause...
Between she and me...
Are not in same gang and industry...
She really did not disappointed me anyway...
Though i knew she always have many guys friends with her...
Though i won't bother too...
But i truly happy that she always be frankly with me...
A guy and a girl have interest to each other is a normal incident...
However,
IF not choose to be a pair of couple...
Then the challenge of the "game" is the endurance...
Cause both don't have the authority to control each other...
Haha...
But,
Anyhow...
My career is still my first concern now...
And i enjoy my life now...
A life which i can do whatever i wish...
As i only 23 mah...
Hee...
But i promise...
I won't let myself to hurt ANYONE!
Here...
I wsih to say something to 2 of my friends.
To Anna:
I don't know how i could help u through this...
But anyway...
I always here to support u...
Please Don't let yourself become silly again...
To Jayce:
Being as buddy about 4 years...
Yea...
I agree you said...
We get through many things all these years...
No matter how...
You always my respect friends plus superior...
I just couldn't accept something that i under estimate...
But,
I still want to say...
I'm open minded...
I just need sometime...
And promise it won't affect our friendship...
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy New Year!
Happy new year!
Welcome 2010...
I very excited to know what will going to happen to me...
And thanks 2009...
Thanks for giving all the memories to me...
Today woke up very early...
Washed all the clothes that i accumulated for about 3 weeks...
Hee, paiseh...
Cleaned my dusty table,
and tidy up my stuff...
Huh...
Now feel comfortable with my room again...
And let Choco can more frequent to bring Mei Choo come luh...
Keke...
Finally,
I could have my lovely study environment...
After all these days that i only hanging arond outside there...
Place have tidy up,
Mood also had ready to go...
When Losu tell Choco that i going to study...
CB him...
Laugh at me...
Saying that long time din't heard this word form me...
I could understand that...
But things will not going to happen twice!
Losu said!
Just see HOW
There are many things troubling me pass few days...
That i don't know i need to write down here or not...
But really...
One night i really blank in my mind...
Till i lose my memory of my hotmail password...
Got to say...
I need to recover soon...
And get rid from these problems as fast as i could...
Cause,
My main concern now is my exam...
I knew...
No matter how,
I also must graduate my advance diploma...
Lastly...
Today is a big gain for me...
Cause...
I finally got to know what going on to myself now...
I realise the reason...
That making me so dislike study....
And today i write this page
Is just because i express how happy am i now...
Eventually...
I know what should i do...
And that's why i could have my mood to study now...
After a year long...
Terima kasih Tuhan...
And it is never too late for me!
Welcome 2010...
I very excited to know what will going to happen to me...
And thanks 2009...
Thanks for giving all the memories to me...
Today woke up very early...
Washed all the clothes that i accumulated for about 3 weeks...
Hee, paiseh...
Cleaned my dusty table,
and tidy up my stuff...
Huh...
Now feel comfortable with my room again...
And let Choco can more frequent to bring Mei Choo come luh...
Keke...
Finally,
I could have my lovely study environment...
After all these days that i only hanging arond outside there...
Place have tidy up,
Mood also had ready to go...
When Losu tell Choco that i going to study...
CB him...
Laugh at me...
Saying that long time din't heard this word form me...
I could understand that...
But things will not going to happen twice!
Losu said!
Just see HOW
There are many things troubling me pass few days...
That i don't know i need to write down here or not...
But really...
One night i really blank in my mind...
Till i lose my memory of my hotmail password...
Got to say...
I need to recover soon...
And get rid from these problems as fast as i could...
Cause,
My main concern now is my exam...
I knew...
No matter how,
I also must graduate my advance diploma...
Lastly...
Today is a big gain for me...
Cause...
I finally got to know what going on to myself now...
I realise the reason...
That making me so dislike study....
And today i write this page
Is just because i express how happy am i now...
Eventually...
I know what should i do...
And that's why i could have my mood to study now...
After a year long...
Terima kasih Tuhan...
And it is never too late for me!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Bye 2009
Today is 30 of December 2009 luh...
1 more day,
Will end this memorable year...
Along this year thus far...
Been through many things...
Uphill downhill,
Sweet and sour,
Joys and grief...
I know i'm lucky to have all these...
Blog with me most of this year...
I write many things here...
Things that not lie...
Things that i truly feel...
And seldom tell others...
Nice to have this blog...
NEXT year,
I still will continue...
Sooner,
I gonna have my facebook then...
Soon Wei laugh at me that why i need to make such announcement...
It just me...
Hee...
Hope through FB could keep in touch with most of my friends...
Though i use it for my working purpose...
Cos i personal felt that is wasting time to upload photo and decoration of it...
For me...
Keep contact is more important than keep in touch...
Friends,
Don't worry...
After graduate...
I still will find u guys out for a drink then...
Love u guys!
Long time din't update my blog...
Many things had happened pass this month...
Bagoods...
Have finally restructure...
Out of 4 partner also directors...
3 will turn to become sleeping partner...
Which included me...
The one will continue the business operation will be my best friend- Leslie
Who also our biggest partner...
Bagoods,
1 year had been established...
Business thus far...
Really a bit unwilling...
But the decision was win win...
Not only me...
4 of us agree that was the best for company and ourself...
2010,
I will officially withdraw from the management team..
Become an unemployed person...
Hehe...
Banking & Finance...
This course have taken about 4 years...
I like this subject...
I never feel that i wrong choosen...
Cause it was my prefered industry...
Better than some friend...
Who realize they pick wrong course...
I only will- Zzz...
Lan si to say...
It won't happen on Losu...
Hehe...
Nevertheless,
What bank exactly do...
Actually i also not very familiar...
Haha...
I think i should work in a bank first gua...
However,
I still have 3 subjects remaining to resit...
Hopefully...
I could get my graduation on time...
Yea..
I have no confident...
Cause i really don't have my motivation to study now...
I believe my intelligent was still there...
But my heart was gone...
Earlier,
I plan to take my MBA after advance ...
But see my performance now...
I think i better delay the plan first...
Haha...
And,
I confirm i not going UK for getting the Degree...
I just hope all the best to my fellow course mates...
This year...
Club a lot...
Dono spend how much over there le...
But I found another personality of me...
After that,
Only i know...
I was a very playful guy...
That can hyperactive than others...
Only day time of me...
Too serious in handling many routine stuff...
Cannot find a relief...
In the clubbing environment...
Could be bad and could be good for people..
And i,
I was both...
I like dance...
Moving with the music...
It was my best moment of relax...
And i could have my dance partner...
Who i wish to share my joy...
Ah Chuen say i looks more relief now compared to previous...
Thanks to club and music to allow me become happier...
Ya, Anna also agree i getting happier...
It could be bad for me as it make me drink a lot...
As i a person who quite concern about health...
Also,
Making me more playboy...
However,
Although i flirt around...
Play around...
But i never across line...
That was me...
My principle!
*ya, ah chuen, i always knew it, don't worry...
Haha...
Club is part of my life!
But,
Dono till when leh...
Anyway...
I think i can enjoy more few years gua...
Iuan actually very young de...
Only 22!
Kaka!
That day don't know when,
WS 5 of us,
Again,
Went genting...
We hardly gathering...
Is i ask choco organise...
As i wish we, especially between Leslie, Klien and me...
To understand we still a family...
Though our we have restructure our company...
5 of us...
Went safari...
1st time we 5 people go club...
Is different kind of feeling...
We knew that day gathering from choco one week before...
All busy guy give up all the possible appoinment to make that night success...
Im happy!
As we all still knew who we are...
And the important of WS was still remain 1st priority...
I always said...
I very lucky...
Cause,
No matter where i are,
Beside my Low family...
My WS family was always there with me...
That day...
22 of December 2009...
I go out wtih her...
Catherine...
It was a bad day for me...
Cause many things had run not smooth...
However,
I still feel very happy...
As i knew she actually never forget me...
Anyhow...
I really don't know what she think...
I can don't need her to do what...
As i don't choose to love her yet...
but,
I hope she know...
No matter how many nice girls i see, i met, i knew...
She is the one that i only will wish to "across the line"...
I really don't want think of relationship yet...
I gave myself 2 years...
To find my direction...
Pass few months...
I starts dizzy...
As i alwasy told people...
Everyday i wake up,
It was another more headache day...
Cause,
It a day more closer to graduate...
Last time...
Senior do always tlod me...
Last sems is most struggling...
Now i really unserstand why...
Anyhow...
I not don't have direction...
I just heahache of analysing which path to go...
I regret i late start reading...
Now only put effort on it...
Though was late...
But it still necessary...
Currently...
Losu is drawing a 2 years plan...
Draf few months le...
Still haven't complete yet...
Haha...
That was me...
Losu is a well planner...
struggle, dizzy, stress...
But,
Till now,
Actually i could roughly knew what i was ought to do after this...
Just need more time to justify some matters...
Some people say me is a very smart guy...
Some people say im scary...
Especially girls who know me...
I still remember once i ask Chia Lee...
"if i ask u become my gf, what do u think"
She said,
"very stress and scare..."
Hahaha...
No point,
It's my destiny...
As I knew why...
But i cannot change it...
I just can say...
There will have some one who know me...
If no,
I also accept...
It's my way chosen by myself...
A way of "不平凡"， (uncommon)
I always remember...
Issaac has told me before...
"Losu, u don't went to work for others, be a staff wasn't you, it will make what you said in the pass become a lie..."
Haha,
Bro...
Coming days...
I really going to work for people...
Though i been an employer before...
But,
It doesn't mean i change my mind...
I just want to learn more from the outside world...
Before i really organize my own business...
Give me 2 years ba...
Let me discover the things i want first...
Earlier think in 2 years time to be millionaire was quite bright...
But after gave up business...
It looks a bit difficult...
But no point,
I really wish to walk around first...
Before i decide to stable myself...
I believe the scarifice of my business to have this is worth it...
Perhaps,
Many people will say im silly...
But i don't care who will support me or not...
And i also don't care is that right or wrong...
I,
Just do what i feel i like to do.
And i feel i ought to do.
In a new year,
A new start from the bad for every one,
Wish everyone peace, happy and healthy...
1 more day,
Will end this memorable year...
Along this year thus far...
Been through many things...
Uphill downhill,
Sweet and sour,
Joys and grief...
I know i'm lucky to have all these...
Blog with me most of this year...
I write many things here...
Things that not lie...
Things that i truly feel...
And seldom tell others...
Nice to have this blog...
NEXT year,
I still will continue...
Sooner,
I gonna have my facebook then...
Soon Wei laugh at me that why i need to make such announcement...
It just me...
Hee...
Hope through FB could keep in touch with most of my friends...
Though i use it for my working purpose...
Cos i personal felt that is wasting time to upload photo and decoration of it...
For me...
Keep contact is more important than keep in touch...
Friends,
Don't worry...
After graduate...
I still will find u guys out for a drink then...
Love u guys!
Long time din't update my blog...
Many things had happened pass this month...
Bagoods...
Have finally restructure...
Out of 4 partner also directors...
3 will turn to become sleeping partner...
Which included me...
The one will continue the business operation will be my best friend- Leslie
Who also our biggest partner...
Bagoods,
1 year had been established...
Business thus far...
Really a bit unwilling...
But the decision was win win...
Not only me...
4 of us agree that was the best for company and ourself...
2010,
I will officially withdraw from the management team..
Become an unemployed person...
Hehe...
Banking & Finance...
This course have taken about 4 years...
I like this subject...
I never feel that i wrong choosen...
Cause it was my prefered industry...
Better than some friend...
Who realize they pick wrong course...
I only will- Zzz...
Lan si to say...
It won't happen on Losu...
Hehe...
Nevertheless,
What bank exactly do...
Actually i also not very familiar...
Haha...
I think i should work in a bank first gua...
However,
I still have 3 subjects remaining to resit...
Hopefully...
I could get my graduation on time...
Yea..
I have no confident...
Cause i really don't have my motivation to study now...
I believe my intelligent was still there...
But my heart was gone...
Earlier,
I plan to take my MBA after advance ...
But see my performance now...
I think i better delay the plan first...
Haha...
And,
I confirm i not going UK for getting the Degree...
I just hope all the best to my fellow course mates...
This year...
Club a lot...
Dono spend how much over there le...
But I found another personality of me...
After that,
Only i know...
I was a very playful guy...
That can hyperactive than others...
Only day time of me...
Too serious in handling many routine stuff...
Cannot find a relief...
In the clubbing environment...
Could be bad and could be good for people..
And i,
I was both...
I like dance...
Moving with the music...
It was my best moment of relax...
And i could have my dance partner...
Who i wish to share my joy...
Ah Chuen say i looks more relief now compared to previous...
Thanks to club and music to allow me become happier...
Ya, Anna also agree i getting happier...
It could be bad for me as it make me drink a lot...
As i a person who quite concern about health...
Also,
Making me more playboy...
However,
Although i flirt around...
Play around...
But i never across line...
That was me...
My principle!
*ya, ah chuen, i always knew it, don't worry...
Haha...
Club is part of my life!
But,
Dono till when leh...
Anyway...
I think i can enjoy more few years gua...
Iuan actually very young de...
Only 22!
Kaka!
That day don't know when,
WS 5 of us,
Again,
Went genting...
We hardly gathering...
Is i ask choco organise...
As i wish we, especially between Leslie, Klien and me...
To understand we still a family...
Though our we have restructure our company...
5 of us...
Went safari...
1st time we 5 people go club...
Is different kind of feeling...
We knew that day gathering from choco one week before...
All busy guy give up all the possible appoinment to make that night success...
Im happy!
As we all still knew who we are...
And the important of WS was still remain 1st priority...
I always said...
I very lucky...
Cause,
No matter where i are,
Beside my Low family...
My WS family was always there with me...
That day...
22 of December 2009...
I go out wtih her...
Catherine...
It was a bad day for me...
Cause many things had run not smooth...
However,
I still feel very happy...
As i knew she actually never forget me...
Anyhow...
I really don't know what she think...
I can don't need her to do what...
As i don't choose to love her yet...
but,
I hope she know...
No matter how many nice girls i see, i met, i knew...
She is the one that i only will wish to "across the line"...
I really don't want think of relationship yet...
I gave myself 2 years...
To find my direction...
Pass few months...
I starts dizzy...
As i alwasy told people...
Everyday i wake up,
It was another more headache day...
Cause,
It a day more closer to graduate...
Last time...
Senior do always tlod me...
Last sems is most struggling...
Now i really unserstand why...
Anyhow...
I not don't have direction...
I just heahache of analysing which path to go...
I regret i late start reading...
Now only put effort on it...
Though was late...
But it still necessary...
Currently...
Losu is drawing a 2 years plan...
Draf few months le...
Still haven't complete yet...
Haha...
That was me...
Losu is a well planner...
struggle, dizzy, stress...
But,
Till now,
Actually i could roughly knew what i was ought to do after this...
Just need more time to justify some matters...
Some people say me is a very smart guy...
Some people say im scary...
Especially girls who know me...
I still remember once i ask Chia Lee...
"if i ask u become my gf, what do u think"
She said,
"very stress and scare..."
Hahaha...
No point,
It's my destiny...
As I knew why...
But i cannot change it...
I just can say...
There will have some one who know me...
If no,
I also accept...
It's my way chosen by myself...
A way of "不平凡"， (uncommon)
I always remember...
Issaac has told me before...
"Losu, u don't went to work for others, be a staff wasn't you, it will make what you said in the pass become a lie..."
Haha,
Bro...
Coming days...
I really going to work for people...
Though i been an employer before...
But,
It doesn't mean i change my mind...
I just want to learn more from the outside world...
Before i really organize my own business...
Give me 2 years ba...
Let me discover the things i want first...
Earlier think in 2 years time to be millionaire was quite bright...
But after gave up business...
It looks a bit difficult...
But no point,
I really wish to walk around first...
Before i decide to stable myself...
I believe the scarifice of my business to have this is worth it...
Perhaps,
Many people will say im silly...
But i don't care who will support me or not...
And i also don't care is that right or wrong...
I,
Just do what i feel i like to do.
And i feel i ought to do.
In a new year,
A new start from the bad for every one,
Wish everyone peace, happy and healthy...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Bagoods PC fair
I wanna say...
THANKS!
To all who had help me,
No matter is financial support,
Advices, caring, concerning,understanding,
And even is a small small helping hand...
I also felt very grateful...
LOW SHEE IUAN WILL NEVER FORGET!
Here,
I want to specially thanks my family again...
Who have support me for the last fri,sat and sun PC fair...
I just can say...
Now i really know u all love me that much!
Im touch...
And would not know how to express my happiness now i own...
I love u all...
Very proud to be one of the Low Family...
THANKS!
To all who had help me,
No matter is financial support,
Advices, caring, concerning,understanding,
And even is a small small helping hand...
I also felt very grateful...
LOW SHEE IUAN WILL NEVER FORGET!
Here,
I want to specially thanks my family again...
Who have support me for the last fri,sat and sun PC fair...
I just can say...
Now i really know u all love me that much!
Im touch...
And would not know how to express my happiness now i own...
I love u all...
Very proud to be one of the Low Family...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Gave me 2 years
It was a period did not write a blog...
It makes me feels there are many thing i did not record down...
Scare 1 day i could not recall all the things happen to me...
Today really have the mood to type some of my feeling...
Maybe...
"i gotta feeling... that tonight's gonna be a good night..."
Hee...
I want to say coming soon i probably would have less upload my blog...
Cause i really have a very peak time table sooner...
And i hope i could do my best to withdraw some times to record down what i have did in my blog...
I have went to Penang for the 1st time 2 weeks ago...
It was a nice place indeed...
Thanks to Da jie for making this trip so exciting...
And the driver Yvonne and Jonathan too...
It definitely is a trip that inspire me the most in my college life...
And i will never forget the time we have enjoyed over there...
If got spare time...
I will post a blog about the trip process with photo...
As i have took lots of photo there too...
I have played a game recently...
It create some miracle of me...
Cause i hardly play game...
Because Jerry has recomend...
And i hear this before...
So i install it and play it...
It name "cashflow"!
All i have to say is...
This game had insult me and also enlighten me in my view of life...
Though it was just a game...
But it really direct me to look this world in more realistic way...
I took 3 days to finished mastering all this game details...
And it seems i can do better in my carreer if i play this game four years ago...
However,
I enjoy and appreciate what i have today...
Anyway,
It was a very nice game...
5 stars no doubt!
Hmm...
Recently...
I keep finding my friends to out for a drink...
I even make a call to those i rarely or always neglected friends...
I also support the activities organised with my course mates...
I hope the time we been together will are unforgettable...
Cause...
I afraid i will unlikely have the same chances again...
Of course...
I so wish to have the fun with all of you all the days...
But somehow i really can't maintain every single friends of me...
But i promise i will try my best to stay contact with you...
I promise i will register a facebook account once LC gang went UK...
I will take a leave to back hometown to attend ah yan wedding no matter what fair during that time...
Once i have free,
I will call Christ, eric, Jayce, Hong all this different colleage for a tea time...
Maybe i will organise a st. mary steamboat dinner once jack has back kl...
Now only i know actually i really have a lot of friends...
But also many of them i always keep aside...
Erm...
I got to be a 'cash hunter' sooner...
Not i have financial problem...
Is i gonna starts the most difficult part if i want my goal to be achieved...
I know...
Coming several years in future...
Everyone of my friends also will busy of their work then...
I was just a guy taking this process earlier...
Thats why i was so afraid some of them will lose contact with me that time...
But now...
For me...
Before i starts...
I just wish i could have my probably 'last' drink and chat with all my friends...
Though i extremely tired of hanging around with different friends this few days...
But what i should say is i truly enjoy the time...
Cause friends are part of my life...
'Bagoods Network is planning to open a shop in coming two months'
We select the place already...
And everyone of us are starting planning the budget and human capital...
Is a most critical part for me and also my company...
As this investment is the biggest and the most riskiest for us...
But it also was the crucial part for us to become the real competitor in the market.
I was quite happy actually...
Though i have fail 3 subjects in my pass semester...
But if i resit successfully...
I could be very proud of myself as i really able to achieve my highest target in my college time...
As i write in the previous blog before...
My target is to have 3 Kiosk before i graduate...
Hee...
For information...
I really own 3 Kiosk in different part of the KL now...
If i could pass the exam...
I could officially say that: I did it!^^
Now is the highest level for me to challenge...
Opening a shop is not a small matter...
It at least need to sign up a one year contract...
And have to spend more inventories and the renovation fees...
Argh...
I really pening about all this pass two weeks...
And it continue in coming days...
So...
If i got it...
I really need to say bye bye to all my fellow friends...
Losu have to busy le...
No play play le...
Here...
I not paiseh to say...
Gave me 2 years...
In 1 year time...
I would have a sufficient income to carry my parent expenses...
At least i won't regret not going UK programme...
Another 1 year time later...
Dad, mom and brothers...
I will prove to u all that i could be a 25 years old millionaires...
Hee...
So...
Losu in this two years times...
Will really like a cow la...
Lui also won't cau le...
Just have friends now...
No time...
No financial freedom yet...
No matter how...
My point of view is still similar with some guys...
Where no capability, don't dare to chase girl...
Looks a bit cham...
But never mind...
Cause i know...
I not pia alone...
As i always know there are lots of buddies always with me...
Thanks my buddies!
It makes me feels there are many thing i did not record down...
Scare 1 day i could not recall all the things happen to me...
Today really have the mood to type some of my feeling...
Maybe...
"i gotta feeling... that tonight's gonna be a good night..."
Hee...
I want to say coming soon i probably would have less upload my blog...
Cause i really have a very peak time table sooner...
And i hope i could do my best to withdraw some times to record down what i have did in my blog...
I have went to Penang for the 1st time 2 weeks ago...
It was a nice place indeed...
Thanks to Da jie for making this trip so exciting...
And the driver Yvonne and Jonathan too...
It definitely is a trip that inspire me the most in my college life...
And i will never forget the time we have enjoyed over there...
If got spare time...
I will post a blog about the trip process with photo...
As i have took lots of photo there too...
I have played a game recently...
It create some miracle of me...
Cause i hardly play game...
Because Jerry has recomend...
And i hear this before...
So i install it and play it...
It name "cashflow"!
All i have to say is...
This game had insult me and also enlighten me in my view of life...
Though it was just a game...
But it really direct me to look this world in more realistic way...
I took 3 days to finished mastering all this game details...
And it seems i can do better in my carreer if i play this game four years ago...
However,
I enjoy and appreciate what i have today...
Anyway,
It was a very nice game...
5 stars no doubt!
Hmm...
Recently...
I keep finding my friends to out for a drink...
I even make a call to those i rarely or always neglected friends...
I also support the activities organised with my course mates...
I hope the time we been together will are unforgettable...
Cause...
I afraid i will unlikely have the same chances again...
Of course...
I so wish to have the fun with all of you all the days...
But somehow i really can't maintain every single friends of me...
But i promise i will try my best to stay contact with you...
I promise i will register a facebook account once LC gang went UK...
I will take a leave to back hometown to attend ah yan wedding no matter what fair during that time...
Once i have free,
I will call Christ, eric, Jayce, Hong all this different colleage for a tea time...
Maybe i will organise a st. mary steamboat dinner once jack has back kl...
Now only i know actually i really have a lot of friends...
But also many of them i always keep aside...
Erm...
I got to be a 'cash hunter' sooner...
Not i have financial problem...
Is i gonna starts the most difficult part if i want my goal to be achieved...
I know...
Coming several years in future...
Everyone of my friends also will busy of their work then...
I was just a guy taking this process earlier...
Thats why i was so afraid some of them will lose contact with me that time...
But now...
For me...
Before i starts...
I just wish i could have my probably 'last' drink and chat with all my friends...
Though i extremely tired of hanging around with different friends this few days...
But what i should say is i truly enjoy the time...
Cause friends are part of my life...
'Bagoods Network is planning to open a shop in coming two months'
We select the place already...
And everyone of us are starting planning the budget and human capital...
Is a most critical part for me and also my company...
As this investment is the biggest and the most riskiest for us...
But it also was the crucial part for us to become the real competitor in the market.
I was quite happy actually...
Though i have fail 3 subjects in my pass semester...
But if i resit successfully...
I could be very proud of myself as i really able to achieve my highest target in my college time...
As i write in the previous blog before...
My target is to have 3 Kiosk before i graduate...
Hee...
For information...
I really own 3 Kiosk in different part of the KL now...
If i could pass the exam...
I could officially say that: I did it!^^
Now is the highest level for me to challenge...
Opening a shop is not a small matter...
It at least need to sign up a one year contract...
And have to spend more inventories and the renovation fees...
Argh...
I really pening about all this pass two weeks...
And it continue in coming days...
So...
If i got it...
I really need to say bye bye to all my fellow friends...
Losu have to busy le...
No play play le...
Here...
I not paiseh to say...
Gave me 2 years...
In 1 year time...
I would have a sufficient income to carry my parent expenses...
At least i won't regret not going UK programme...
Another 1 year time later...
Dad, mom and brothers...
I will prove to u all that i could be a 25 years old millionaires...
Hee...
So...
Losu in this two years times...
Will really like a cow la...
Lui also won't cau le...
Just have friends now...
No time...
No financial freedom yet...
No matter how...
My point of view is still similar with some guys...
Where no capability, don't dare to chase girl...
Looks a bit cham...
But never mind...
Cause i know...
I not pia alone...
As i always know there are lots of buddies always with me...
Thanks my buddies!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
im still losu
其实...
我也很想做一个普通的学生的...
可以和朋友一同去happy hour....
Assignment来了,
可以一起去拼!
拜六礼拜,
可以去唱唱K,
走走街...
想家了,
就买个车票回家...
可是,
我自己不能不承认自己是个'复杂'的人,
won won 也认同我太复杂了...
纯粹一个书生的生活的确是满足不了我的...
今时今日的我...
flexible了...
很多东西开始对我来说...
只是我的一部分了...
我的全部,
已是很多不一样东西构成了...
有时胃口大了...
我也没办法...
为什么会酱?
每当我尝试点新东西时...
我都会渐渐的投入...
好过一段时间...
我就会接受了那样东西...
为什么我可以这样的开放思想?
我也不知啊?
有时,
我真的很想说...
其实我并不是变了...
而是我变的多样化了...
可是,
容易接受新东西...
是我的本性啊...
而爱体验不一样的东西...
也是我的兴趣...
难到这样就代表我不一样了吗?
其实,
也不能够怪你们...
因为这样多面化的我...
说真的...
也没有几多个可以接受...
不管是朋友还是情人或着是同事们...
都一定会对这样的我感到没安全感...
所以,
上次我一个好朋友对我的责怪...
我并没放进心里...
然而...
今天的我...
不能够那样诚实了...
如果我不懂掩盖一部分的我...
我想...
很多朋友都会像CAT哪样远离我吧!
因为,
事实以证明...
一当某人深入了解了的我...
都会不大想理我了...
就算是很喜欢我的人...
上上个礼拜回家..
欢庆中秋...
妈妈其实知道我考试的事的...
可是,
她一句话也没问...
一句也没有...
妈,
我知道你担心的...
我知道你是怕说出来会加重我压力...
为什么要酱?
你就说出来麻...
你骂我是应该的...
我酱大人了...
应该承担自己做的东西...
不想你还要那么维护我...
你可以做的,
都够了...
这次回去,
我话少了...
也不是我变了...
只是自己内疚了...
前天,
同学们都问老师...
成绩如何?
正当每个同学都很想知是否100%及格率...
我想,
应该只有在旁的我懂...
至少有一个不合格...
那就是我...
明天成绩就出了...
说真的...
我真的有点不敢面对...
到了今天,
也没什么好后悔了...
我罗仕源从来不为做过的是而后悔...
只是觉得很对不起很多为我操心的人...
我,
自己也很难做抉择的...
我不是不想慢...
而是我不觉的我可以慢下去...
我真的害怕爸妈那么老了...
还要为这个家辛苦...
操心...
快,
会让我加速进步...
同时,
也让我加速老去...
人人都说我像26岁...
难怪我一直都在找结婚对相啦...
不过,
老人家的我...
难免跟别人有代购...
所以,
请别怪我有时对你们的话题没感性趣...
今天,
我会写这么多...
因为我真的想把所有东西都说出来...
因为我真的很失望...
看见你们对我有那样的看法...
虽然你们没摆出来...
可是...
我心中无数...
我不是怪你们...
只是想说...
朋友,
是讲义气的...
只有讲义气的朋友...
才是永久...
想跟你们永久的我...
是否只能期待?
我也很想做一个普通的学生的...
每天上学时,
可以和班上的同学讨论功课...
下课时,可以和班上的同学讨论功课...
可以和朋友一同去happy hour....
Assignment来了,
可以一起去拼!
拜六礼拜,
可以去唱唱K,
走走街...
想家了,
就买个车票回家...
可是,
我自己不能不承认自己是个'复杂'的人,
won won 也认同我太复杂了...
纯粹一个书生的生活的确是满足不了我的...
今时今日的我...
flexible了...
很多东西开始对我来说...
只是我的一部分了...
我的全部,
已是很多不一样东西构成了...
有时胃口大了...
我也没办法...
为什么会酱?
每当我尝试点新东西时...
我都会渐渐的投入...
好过一段时间...
我就会接受了那样东西...
为什么我可以这样的开放思想?
我也不知啊?
有时,
我真的很想说...
其实我并不是变了...
而是我变的多样化了...
可是,
容易接受新东西...
是我的本性啊...
而爱体验不一样的东西...
也是我的兴趣...
难到这样就代表我不一样了吗?
其实,
也不能够怪你们...
因为这样多面化的我...
说真的...
也没有几多个可以接受...
不管是朋友还是情人或着是同事们...
都一定会对这样的我感到没安全感...
所以,
上次我一个好朋友对我的责怪...
我并没放进心里...
然而...
今天的我...
不能够那样诚实了...
如果我不懂掩盖一部分的我...
我想...
很多朋友都会像CAT哪样远离我吧!
因为,
事实以证明...
一当某人深入了解了的我...
都会不大想理我了...
就算是很喜欢我的人...
上上个礼拜回家..
欢庆中秋...
妈妈其实知道我考试的事的...
可是,
她一句话也没问...
一句也没有...
妈,
我知道你担心的...
我知道你是怕说出来会加重我压力...
为什么要酱?
你就说出来麻...
你骂我是应该的...
我酱大人了...
应该承担自己做的东西...
不想你还要那么维护我...
你可以做的,
都够了...
这次回去,
我话少了...
也不是我变了...
只是自己内疚了...
前天,
同学们都问老师...
成绩如何?
正当每个同学都很想知是否100%及格率...
我想,
应该只有在旁的我懂...
至少有一个不合格...
那就是我...
明天成绩就出了...
说真的...
我真的有点不敢面对...
到了今天,
也没什么好后悔了...
我罗仕源从来不为做过的是而后悔...
只是觉得很对不起很多为我操心的人...
我,
自己也很难做抉择的...
我不是不想慢...
而是我不觉的我可以慢下去...
我真的害怕爸妈那么老了...
还要为这个家辛苦...
操心...
快,
会让我加速进步...
同时,
也让我加速老去...
人人都说我像26岁...
难怪我一直都在找结婚对相啦...
不过,
老人家的我...
难免跟别人有代购...
所以,
请别怪我有时对你们的话题没感性趣...
今天,
我会写这么多...
因为我真的想把所有东西都说出来...
因为我真的很失望...
看见你们对我有那样的看法...
虽然你们没摆出来...
可是...
我心中无数...
我不是怪你们...
只是想说...
朋友,
是讲义气的...
只有讲义气的朋友...
才是永久...
想跟你们永久的我...
是否只能期待?
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Kuantan trip
Two days ago...
I went Kuantan with Leslie...
Driving my SS2755C to there...
And together with my senior lexmarker- Sen Jian!
We have a nice conversation all the way yo Kuantan...
Long time did not met him already...
Still so funny...
This Kuantan trip is to find our supplier- Robert
Abd met his assistant- Ah Zuan
Both who are very helpful and supporting us...
Therefore,
Beside went there for products purchase,
We also excited to have a tea with them...
We stay there not very long...
Only one night...
But we still 'Sempat' go clubbing there...
It was the cheapest fees i ever spent for a club that night...
Only 30 bucks!
The next day,
After we took our stock,
We depart to KL...
There was no photo i have took over there...
As a memory...
Is not i malas...
Is i no mood to use normal compact camera...
As i am eying a SLR camera...
Back here...
Already at night...
But we still have some spare time to meet up our young ERIC...
As he has come to KL already...
That night...
I was very down...
And felt very depress again...
After Eric told us some valuable experience...
I...
Confuse...
And until today of me...
Who sitting in the room typing his blog...
Actually is very demotivated...
And lost...
I went Kuantan with Leslie...
Driving my SS2755C to there...
And together with my senior lexmarker- Sen Jian!
We have a nice conversation all the way yo Kuantan...
Long time did not met him already...
Still so funny...
This Kuantan trip is to find our supplier- Robert
Abd met his assistant- Ah Zuan
Both who are very helpful and supporting us...
Therefore,
Beside went there for products purchase,
We also excited to have a tea with them...
We stay there not very long...
Only one night...
But we still 'Sempat' go clubbing there...
It was the cheapest fees i ever spent for a club that night...
Only 30 bucks!
The next day,
After we took our stock,
We depart to KL...
There was no photo i have took over there...
As a memory...
Is not i malas...
Is i no mood to use normal compact camera...
As i am eying a SLR camera...
Back here...
Already at night...
But we still have some spare time to meet up our young ERIC...
As he has come to KL already...
That night...
I was very down...
And felt very depress again...
After Eric told us some valuable experience...
I...
Confuse...
And until today of me...
Who sitting in the room typing his blog...
Actually is very demotivated...
And lost...
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
My 6600 GG.com
Aiks...
My hand phone spoilt already...
MCB...
Now really don't know how...
No phone really hard to survive now...
Loss connection...
Most important is people can't find me...
Later people say me lansi...
No answer phone or reply message...
Don't know when a handphone become very important to me...
Looks like no 'him' will die le...
Although I did not use it to chat as Choco did every night...
But i really rely on it now...
Especially if my customer wanna call me but engage...
Sei lo...
My car also is the time le...
Always feel thirsty one...
One day miss add water will dying then...
Plus i need paint it as last time kena hit but I haven't make up for him yet...
Cham~~
Overall...
This time need spend gao gao already...
Chin chin chin...
I need chin...
I agree,
Something money really cannot buy...
But if no money really say bye bye!
BaGoods Network...
When 'you' only will grow up ar?
My hand phone spoilt already...
MCB...
Now really don't know how...
No phone really hard to survive now...
Loss connection...
Most important is people can't find me...
Later people say me lansi...
No answer phone or reply message...
Don't know when a handphone become very important to me...
Looks like no 'him' will die le...
Although I did not use it to chat as Choco did every night...
But i really rely on it now...
Especially if my customer wanna call me but engage...
Sei lo...
My car also is the time le...
Always feel thirsty one...
One day miss add water will dying then...
Plus i need paint it as last time kena hit but I haven't make up for him yet...
Cham~~
Overall...
This time need spend gao gao already...
Chin chin chin...
I need chin...
I agree,
Something money really cannot buy...
But if no money really say bye bye!
BaGoods Network...
When 'you' only will grow up ar?
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Not enough
Very busy recently...
Even chocolate sleep next to me also didn't have chance to talk to me for few days...
Cause...
He wake up; I out to work,
He sleep, I back hope...
Anyhow,
I didn't feel exhausted yet...
Instead, I felt not enough...
Cause,
I like this type of feeling...
A director lifestyle...
I enjoy my working extremely...
But anyhow,
I didn't not see any better income yet...
Though my business is still gradually growing...
Today we set up our BaGoods second Kiosk...
Haha!
Finally I got out let loh!
Feel so happy...
However,
To make sure it is profitable and could maintain is the most important...
Now,
I so excited to have our third Kiosk...
In order to increase my payment...
Cause,
Now not CUKUP MAKAN...
HAih...
Anyway,
We can't have the plan yet...
Cause we are run out of capital now...
No point...
Have to fully look after this two remaining first...
Be frankly,
Now really very poor...
Though i consider myself is an employer...
But my payment is lower than my employee...
What the fuck!
However,
There is only one thing I know...
I need to be patient...
No very long,
I will turn my opportunity cost to become zero...
Cause,
I have confident.
This semester break will going to be very meaningful to me...
Cause i can enjoy my full time working day life...
I am not workaholic...
Just like experience different things...
Especially can explore business theory...
I didn't back hometown yet...
As all my friends have gone from KL here...
I really miss my parent...
And the little cutie Ally...
"suk suk xiang ni"
Just now,
I have a short chat with Steven just now,
A friend of me who is my ex company partner too...
I was touch and feel happy too...
Cause he looks wiser and more mature now...
As his ink and toner business bringing him become more responsibility...
I proud of him...
And...
That time...
More delighted is when i think of Carwen and Leslie...
Who have change a lot too...
Seeing my friend around me...
Stepping into another stage gradually...
I really feel proud of them... =)
Coming days...
I need to be more hardworking and aggressive...
Cause i need to prove to myself that i can!
And then motivate my team that they also have to give their very best,
After that to show my staff a good example in order to prove them i'm right...
Ok.
I should stop here...
Later have to wake at 6am
To do some stuff...
Iuan,
Jia you!
Even chocolate sleep next to me also didn't have chance to talk to me for few days...
Cause...
He wake up; I out to work,
He sleep, I back hope...
Anyhow,
I didn't feel exhausted yet...
Instead, I felt not enough...
Cause,
I like this type of feeling...
A director lifestyle...
I enjoy my working extremely...
But anyhow,
I didn't not see any better income yet...
Though my business is still gradually growing...
Today we set up our BaGoods second Kiosk...
Haha!
Finally I got out let loh!
Feel so happy...
However,
To make sure it is profitable and could maintain is the most important...
Now,
I so excited to have our third Kiosk...
In order to increase my payment...
Cause,
Now not CUKUP MAKAN...
HAih...
Anyway,
We can't have the plan yet...
Cause we are run out of capital now...
No point...
Have to fully look after this two remaining first...
Be frankly,
Now really very poor...
Though i consider myself is an employer...
But my payment is lower than my employee...
What the fuck!
However,
There is only one thing I know...
I need to be patient...
No very long,
I will turn my opportunity cost to become zero...
Cause,
I have confident.
This semester break will going to be very meaningful to me...
Cause i can enjoy my full time working day life...
I am not workaholic...
Just like experience different things...
Especially can explore business theory...
I didn't back hometown yet...
As all my friends have gone from KL here...
I really miss my parent...
And the little cutie Ally...
"suk suk xiang ni"
Just now,
I have a short chat with Steven just now,
A friend of me who is my ex company partner too...
I was touch and feel happy too...
Cause he looks wiser and more mature now...
As his ink and toner business bringing him become more responsibility...
I proud of him...
And...
That time...
More delighted is when i think of Carwen and Leslie...
Who have change a lot too...
Seeing my friend around me...
Stepping into another stage gradually...
I really feel proud of them... =)
Coming days...
I need to be more hardworking and aggressive...
Cause i need to prove to myself that i can!
And then motivate my team that they also have to give their very best,
After that to show my staff a good example in order to prove them i'm right...
Ok.
I should stop here...
Later have to wake at 6am
To do some stuff...
Iuan,
Jia you!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
A perfect ending
last night,
Again,
Cat and me are in the same club,
We all went there to celebrate Klien birthday...
Together with exam over...
This time,
I rarely dance with her...
And she also did not dance with me...
What i can say is both of us also know what is exactly happen...
Just wish to enjoy the memories we have been through...
I am happy that we did not feel embarrassing to each other...
At least,
Both of us get to have a nice friend...
A met with her,
I can say is just a nice and sweet dream to me...
A short dream...
Don't know why,
I been club so many time,
Have knew few chicks there...
I never think of them after the clubbing night...
Only Cat is the exemption...
I think that's the reason why i will writing her in my blog now gua...
Last night after the music end,
We all gather in the lobby there...
Surprisingly she approach to me,
Saying a word of 'sorry',
I don't know why,
I couldn't express my feeling,
And i don't know how to response her,
Cause i know,
I really did not blame her anyway,
Finally i told her is ok,
No need sorry...
I just,
Get her in my arm,
And hug her...
In that moment,
I feel very touch and blessing,
Nice to have such perfect ending...
Again,
Cat and me are in the same club,
We all went there to celebrate Klien birthday...
Together with exam over...
This time,
I rarely dance with her...
And she also did not dance with me...
What i can say is both of us also know what is exactly happen...
Just wish to enjoy the memories we have been through...
I am happy that we did not feel embarrassing to each other...
At least,
Both of us get to have a nice friend...
A met with her,
I can say is just a nice and sweet dream to me...
A short dream...
Don't know why,
I been club so many time,
Have knew few chicks there...
I never think of them after the clubbing night...
Only Cat is the exemption...
I think that's the reason why i will writing her in my blog now gua...
Last night after the music end,
We all gather in the lobby there...
Surprisingly she approach to me,
Saying a word of 'sorry',
I don't know why,
I couldn't express my feeling,
And i don't know how to response her,
Cause i know,
I really did not blame her anyway,
Finally i told her is ok,
No need sorry...
I just,
Get her in my arm,
And hug her...
In that moment,
I feel very touch and blessing,
Nice to have such perfect ending...
Just want to write...
I slept 2 hours only last night...
Cause last night went clubbing...
Till 5a.m. only reach my home...
Early morning just now i need to find my brother...
And send Klien to work...
Now is really exhausted.
But,
Don't know why...
There is a strong feeling for me...
To write blog...
Looking back the time...
Gradually,
I have started blogging for more than half a year already...
Over here,
It really help me to express my feeling...
Feel comfortable and peaceful...
Each time after I typing down all my emotion here...
Thanks for those who support...
I always think people find it difficult to understand me...
Some of them even afraid of me due to this...
Actually is not you all problems...
Even is me i sometimes also hard to define myself...
Cause I was too 'character flexible'...
The only can blame is i too open minded...
There are so much feeling right now...
I could not know what kind of feeling is that...
That's why last night i truly enjoy dance in the Ministry of Sound...
Feel relax...
Happy...
I very tired now...
Plus sleepy...
I continue later...
Cause last night went clubbing...
Till 5a.m. only reach my home...
Early morning just now i need to find my brother...
And send Klien to work...
Now is really exhausted.
But,
Don't know why...
There is a strong feeling for me...
To write blog...
Looking back the time...
Gradually,
I have started blogging for more than half a year already...
Over here,
It really help me to express my feeling...
Feel comfortable and peaceful...
Each time after I typing down all my emotion here...
Thanks for those who support...
I always think people find it difficult to understand me...
Some of them even afraid of me due to this...
Actually is not you all problems...
Even is me i sometimes also hard to define myself...
Cause I was too 'character flexible'...
The only can blame is i too open minded...
There are so much feeling right now...
I could not know what kind of feeling is that...
That's why last night i truly enjoy dance in the Ministry of Sound...
Feel relax...
Happy...
I very tired now...
Plus sleepy...
I continue later...
Monday, September 14, 2009
Im open minded
Today i'm so sorry to be late...
Wrong way i have got...
And full house parking...
Took me much time...
It was my first time to Leisure Mall...
By my own car...
Reaching there when i saw You,
I almost couldn't recognice You...
Luckily You have your red gown...
Cause your make-up has masking You...
I have try my best in my recording...
Sorry for the shaking output...
Though some mistake happen in You,
But You have did your best...
And You have done very well...
It was a bit uncomfortable...
When You gave a 'Hi' for me,
After You first saw me at there...
I wouldn't know why we become so unfamiliar...
Maybe we are like this actually...
I don't know why I have this blog today...
Maybe I really have so much thing to speak it out...
However,
I still fine here...
I hope You won't avoid me...
Or scare at me...
As I am an adult...
A patient man...
I only looking for understanding...
Not a disputation...
Tell You,
What i most worry is actually You...
If You really happy with Your choice...
I have no comment...
I know i weird...
Making you so frustrated...
If that's the reason,
At least You let me know...
I could have better understanding...
Since You say before that honesty is significant...
However,
I don't know whether is the problem of Him...
Seriously,
I won't blame You if yes...
God is fair...
And destiny is in human hand...
You get what You gave...
You will have a happiness life no matter how...
I just wish...
If anything happen,
I'm here patiently ready for You...
Don't wish that You take it alone...
Wrong way i have got...
And full house parking...
Took me much time...
It was my first time to Leisure Mall...
By my own car...
Reaching there when i saw You,
I almost couldn't recognice You...
Luckily You have your red gown...
Cause your make-up has masking You...
I have try my best in my recording...
Sorry for the shaking output...
Though some mistake happen in You,
But You have did your best...
And You have done very well...
It was a bit uncomfortable...
When You gave a 'Hi' for me,
After You first saw me at there...
I wouldn't know why we become so unfamiliar...
Maybe we are like this actually...
I don't know why I have this blog today...
Maybe I really have so much thing to speak it out...
However,
I still fine here...
I hope You won't avoid me...
Or scare at me...
As I am an adult...
A patient man...
I only looking for understanding...
Not a disputation...
Tell You,
What i most worry is actually You...
If You really happy with Your choice...
I have no comment...
I know i weird...
Making you so frustrated...
If that's the reason,
At least You let me know...
I could have better understanding...
Since You say before that honesty is significant...
However,
I don't know whether is the problem of Him...
Seriously,
I won't blame You if yes...
God is fair...
And destiny is in human hand...
You get what You gave...
You will have a happiness life no matter how...
I just wish...
If anything happen,
I'm here patiently ready for You...
Don't wish that You take it alone...
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Im not afraid anymore
Today is 12 september2009,
My third exam date of second last semester final exam,
Which starts at 9am end at 12pm...
And I,
Now 11.13 am,
Hanging around at old town…
Reading my Strategic Planning & Management subject,
While everyone of my course mate is sitting for the FMR paper…
WHAT THE HELL?
I spend myself an old town breakfast…
With my lovely White coffee and Omega half boil egg…
This is the reward to me…
Who finally could make up his mind to do such decision…
A decision of becoming ODD…
Long time to come to this conclusion…
Took many breathe, refer many people’s opinion, and…
Repeatly asking myself several times…
This time…
I want have a decision for my own…
I know is odd…
Cause it against the ‘nature’, ‘culture’, and ‘trend’…
But if I believe my way…
I shouldn’t distrust and de-motivated by others factors…
Only I know what real condition am I,
And only the God know is that my choice is right or wrong,
Even though one day I was wrong,
I don’t care who will blame me…
As 聖人(god man) also will done wrong…
Why Losu can’t?
I know my choice is risky…
I know my selection is weird…
But I don’t care…
Most important I need to know what I am doing…
And to believe myself,
As long as I will responsible for the consequences…
Then I don’t care others how to look at me…
I won’t say sorry this time…
Included my family…
Cause i didn’t feel that I will disappoint them…
As I have my own way to back up…
However,
I still felt sorry to dad and mom…
Cause them so old already…
Still need them to worry me…
No matter how…
I won’t choose to lie to my family…
I rather they will worry or scold me…
Goh Goh call me pass two days…
I don’t know how to answer him once he knew my decision…
I hope to let him know at here…
That I really appreciate his call to me that night…
And I know he was so hard too when his words are scolding me…
I was so scare, so scare…
That one day,
No one dare to scold me…
Because I don’t want you all pampered me blindly…
The decision I made,
Beside chocolate and leslie,
There is no one could really understand…
I don’t want people guessing…
And I won’t explain…
I don’t want add on pressure to others…
I grow already…
I should learn how to handle my failure…
Since I don’t afraid…
Why you need to worry?
Bin Bin and his best friend-Shi fu know me well…
They trust me more than questioning me…
That might not the best for me…
I always know…
And also,
Only I knew,
Why they did so…
I have no comment on this…
Just a word to you all…
Thanks for the faith in me…
My business might not profitable,
My resit paper might not pass,
My “pet” might not have resulted…
I ready to the worst…
No worry…
I will pass SPM and MF…
I also very sure that I can pass the next semester subjects…
And I have no doubt about to clear the resit papers…
Most important I need to have faith of what I do…
I invite my best brother Isaac to come to my convocation…
I want my Boon Boon and Anna also sees my graduate gown…
If cannot come,
I will video call my Shi Fu and Hao Gui Mun to greet me that day…
I definitely will hug my entire course gang- The Password
One by one…
Will start from my dearly bochi!
And I will try importing my ‘manager’ la…
Jayce, to be my camera man…
No matter how,
I want a photo with Catherine
And…
I will spend my family at Luna bar!
NO MATTER HOW…
I ALSO WILL FINNISH MY ADVANCE DIPLOMA.
Yung ar,
Thanks to be my best buddy and business partner…
I might done wrong in the pass…
I should say sorry…
Please continue have faith in me…
Though you never give up…
But I will prove to you one day…
Give some time to me…
I am learning now…
Regarding last night…
Yea…
I don’t know what was really happen to you…
And I don’t know whether you happy with this…
But I happy too...
Cause you finally has make up ur mind too...
I will respect your decision...
I just want to tell you that I am really ok…
What you worry is just thinking too much…
Instead,
I more concern is how you going now…
I hope the factor is come from my problem…
Rather than have some other factor…
It was 12.40pm now…
It is raining outside…
My headset is playing a song of Eason Chan…
Now I have triple confirm that Eason is really excellence…
This moment…
My fellow friends have finished their exam…
So far,
I have only received a call…
And two message several days before…
I know who they are…
I just hope they can enjoy the day in England next year…
Rain has stopped…
And I,
I think I spend too much time here …
Its time to go now…
Before I end…
A song to recommend- 陈奕迅+叶倩文- 单车+珍重
Nice…
My third exam date of second last semester final exam,
Which starts at 9am end at 12pm...
And I,
Now 11.13 am,
Hanging around at old town…
Reading my Strategic Planning & Management subject,
While everyone of my course mate is sitting for the FMR paper…
WHAT THE HELL?
I spend myself an old town breakfast…
With my lovely White coffee and Omega half boil egg…
This is the reward to me…
Who finally could make up his mind to do such decision…
A decision of becoming ODD…
Long time to come to this conclusion…
Took many breathe, refer many people’s opinion, and…
Repeatly asking myself several times…
This time…
I want have a decision for my own…
I know is odd…
Cause it against the ‘nature’, ‘culture’, and ‘trend’…
But if I believe my way…
I shouldn’t distrust and de-motivated by others factors…
Only I know what real condition am I,
And only the God know is that my choice is right or wrong,
Even though one day I was wrong,
I don’t care who will blame me…
As 聖人(god man) also will done wrong…
Why Losu can’t?
I know my choice is risky…
I know my selection is weird…
But I don’t care…
Most important I need to know what I am doing…
And to believe myself,
As long as I will responsible for the consequences…
Then I don’t care others how to look at me…
I won’t say sorry this time…
Included my family…
Cause i didn’t feel that I will disappoint them…
As I have my own way to back up…
However,
I still felt sorry to dad and mom…
Cause them so old already…
Still need them to worry me…
No matter how…
I won’t choose to lie to my family…
I rather they will worry or scold me…
Goh Goh call me pass two days…
I don’t know how to answer him once he knew my decision…
I hope to let him know at here…
That I really appreciate his call to me that night…
And I know he was so hard too when his words are scolding me…
I was so scare, so scare…
That one day,
No one dare to scold me…
Because I don’t want you all pampered me blindly…
The decision I made,
Beside chocolate and leslie,
There is no one could really understand…
I don’t want people guessing…
And I won’t explain…
I don’t want add on pressure to others…
I grow already…
I should learn how to handle my failure…
Since I don’t afraid…
Why you need to worry?
Bin Bin and his best friend-Shi fu know me well…
They trust me more than questioning me…
That might not the best for me…
I always know…
And also,
Only I knew,
Why they did so…
I have no comment on this…
Just a word to you all…
Thanks for the faith in me…
My business might not profitable,
My resit paper might not pass,
My “pet” might not have resulted…
I ready to the worst…
No worry…
I will pass SPM and MF…
I also very sure that I can pass the next semester subjects…
And I have no doubt about to clear the resit papers…
Most important I need to have faith of what I do…
I invite my best brother Isaac to come to my convocation…
I want my Boon Boon and Anna also sees my graduate gown…
If cannot come,
I will video call my Shi Fu and Hao Gui Mun to greet me that day…
I definitely will hug my entire course gang- The Password
One by one…
Will start from my dearly bochi!
And I will try importing my ‘manager’ la…
Jayce, to be my camera man…
No matter how,
I want a photo with Catherine
And…
I will spend my family at Luna bar!
NO MATTER HOW…
I ALSO WILL FINNISH MY ADVANCE DIPLOMA.
Yung ar,
Thanks to be my best buddy and business partner…
I might done wrong in the pass…
I should say sorry…
Please continue have faith in me…
Though you never give up…
But I will prove to you one day…
Give some time to me…
I am learning now…
Regarding last night…
Yea…
I don’t know what was really happen to you…
And I don’t know whether you happy with this…
But I happy too...
Cause you finally has make up ur mind too...
I will respect your decision...
I just want to tell you that I am really ok…
What you worry is just thinking too much…
Instead,
I more concern is how you going now…
I hope the factor is come from my problem…
Rather than have some other factor…
It was 12.40pm now…
It is raining outside…
My headset is playing a song of Eason Chan…
Now I have triple confirm that Eason is really excellence…
This moment…
My fellow friends have finished their exam…
So far,
I have only received a call…
And two message several days before…
I know who they are…
I just hope they can enjoy the day in England next year…
Rain has stopped…
And I,
I think I spend too much time here …
Its time to go now…
Before I end…
A song to recommend- 陈奕迅+叶倩文- 单车+珍重
Nice…
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Result I choose to
It was my first time...
Sitting in the exam room...
Holding the paper...
Turning and turning the page...
No even one question i know...
In that moment...
My mind question me again...
Why i need to be here?
Cause i been thinking not to come today...
0 confident...
Finally...
I successfully make myself to be a bad student...
A trouble young man...
A man in loss...
Fail and useless...
Unexpectedly,
I was peace in my mind now...
However,
The feeling of wanting running out of the exam room...
Is really hurting me...
No matter how it was my first time...
I told Carwen and Chocolate,
They laugh at me...
Sharing that it was very normal in their pass...
Teasing me that i get to read their "book"...
haih...
I know i can pass it...
If i put effort...
This time...
Nothing could become the reason,
Beside i not preparing well...
I really felt sorry to many people...
To my parent who has high hope to me...
To my brothers who trying their best to advise and support me...
To Wen Jie who give her best to lend me notes and teach me...
To CatCat who always remind me to study...
To Shi Fu who spend much time to guide me...
Sorry, letting you all down...
I shall say thank you too of everything have done to me...
I not dying yet,
I have my resit paper in final sem...
My biggest wish is letting you all attend my convocation...
It sure will come to reality...
Sitting in the exam room...
Holding the paper...
Turning and turning the page...
No even one question i know...
In that moment...
My mind question me again...
Why i need to be here?
Cause i been thinking not to come today...
0 confident...
Finally...
I successfully make myself to be a bad student...
A trouble young man...
A man in loss...
Fail and useless...
Unexpectedly,
I was peace in my mind now...
However,
The feeling of wanting running out of the exam room...
Is really hurting me...
No matter how it was my first time...
I told Carwen and Chocolate,
They laugh at me...
Sharing that it was very normal in their pass...
Teasing me that i get to read their "book"...
haih...
I know i can pass it...
If i put effort...
This time...
Nothing could become the reason,
Beside i not preparing well...
I really felt sorry to many people...
To my parent who has high hope to me...
To my brothers who trying their best to advise and support me...
To Wen Jie who give her best to lend me notes and teach me...
To CatCat who always remind me to study...
To Shi Fu who spend much time to guide me...
Sorry, letting you all down...
I shall say thank you too of everything have done to me...
I not dying yet,
I have my resit paper in final sem...
My biggest wish is letting you all attend my convocation...
It sure will come to reality...
Monday, August 24, 2009
I accept
It was unlikely...
That i could have time to write blog during this exam season...
Because...
I really could not tahan le...
I totally cannot concentrate my studies...
I stress...
Cause i need to study even though my heart not there...
I know i shouldn't say that...
But i couldn't lie myself anymore...
Pei Pei also withdraw le...
Why i can't?
I been thinking to do so...
A plenty of time...
But i know it will not ever happen...
Cause i still know what i want...
However...
I must understand "today is not the same as before"
Many thing has interrupted me...
Distract me...
No doubt...
I was a human also...
Low Shee Iuan also will confuse sometimes...
And i was in this moment right now...
Luckily...
I accept the fact that i was situated now...
But is that a good or bad...
Still don't know...
Accept makes me reduce stress...
But no stress won't have good performance...
Is a trade-off...
From my business perception...
Hee...
Maybe i should felt lucky...
As my "confusion" period come to this moment...
If it happen when i was younger...
Say secondary...
It spoil my whole life...
Looking back the time...
Fortunately that i was very serious in my study...
Resulting a good basic skill of me today...
If this time i cannot go through...
I say sorry to my family first...
Actually i should be the one to be apologize...
But since i have accepted...
So i only need to explain to my family...
But,
Anyhow,
It isn't too late...
Cause i still can continue if one day i recharged...
Maybe until MBA,
Maybe until PHD...
Who know...
But just one thing i cannot turn back again...
Which i getting older and older...
People do always reply me that i only 22...
Which people think is a starting point...
Especially for a guy...
But,
For me...
My soul, my mind, and my heart was exceed far away than this age...
Many thing i prefer or i like is different than the people i met in my badge...
If my interest are same as them...
I think i should live very happily...
Unfortunately,
I not...
Instead,
I love those adult live style...
Who need lots of financial support and experience to reach there...
And today of me...
Was only 22...
I was unaffordable by the age...
I sitting for my Advance Diploma of Banking and Finance for the final year today...
I was a piece of wasted if i didn't carry on and pass through it...
Although just a piece of paper...
But it only bring a good prestige of mine...
Nothing more important than that for me...
Cause,
I almost impossible to work for other after i graduate...
Lansi...
Family, business, fun, exploring and many factors...
That impossible bring me to the student life again...
No regret le, Losu...
No matter what happen to me...
I will just give myself an explanation...
Instead an excuse...
But i wouldn't explain to everyone...
Cause i will take responsible of myself...
Jia You! Losu!
That i could have time to write blog during this exam season...
Because...
I really could not tahan le...
I totally cannot concentrate my studies...
I stress...
Cause i need to study even though my heart not there...
I know i shouldn't say that...
But i couldn't lie myself anymore...
Pei Pei also withdraw le...
Why i can't?
I been thinking to do so...
A plenty of time...
But i know it will not ever happen...
Cause i still know what i want...
However...
I must understand "today is not the same as before"
Many thing has interrupted me...
Distract me...
No doubt...
I was a human also...
Low Shee Iuan also will confuse sometimes...
And i was in this moment right now...
Luckily...
I accept the fact that i was situated now...
But is that a good or bad...
Still don't know...
Accept makes me reduce stress...
But no stress won't have good performance...
Is a trade-off...
From my business perception...
Hee...
Maybe i should felt lucky...
As my "confusion" period come to this moment...
If it happen when i was younger...
Say secondary...
It spoil my whole life...
Looking back the time...
Fortunately that i was very serious in my study...
Resulting a good basic skill of me today...
If this time i cannot go through...
I say sorry to my family first...
Actually i should be the one to be apologize...
But since i have accepted...
So i only need to explain to my family...
But,
Anyhow,
It isn't too late...
Cause i still can continue if one day i recharged...
Maybe until MBA,
Maybe until PHD...
Who know...
But just one thing i cannot turn back again...
Which i getting older and older...
People do always reply me that i only 22...
Which people think is a starting point...
Especially for a guy...
But,
For me...
My soul, my mind, and my heart was exceed far away than this age...
Many thing i prefer or i like is different than the people i met in my badge...
If my interest are same as them...
I think i should live very happily...
Unfortunately,
I not...
Instead,
I love those adult live style...
Who need lots of financial support and experience to reach there...
And today of me...
Was only 22...
I was unaffordable by the age...
I sitting for my Advance Diploma of Banking and Finance for the final year today...
I was a piece of wasted if i didn't carry on and pass through it...
Although just a piece of paper...
But it only bring a good prestige of mine...
Nothing more important than that for me...
Cause,
I almost impossible to work for other after i graduate...
Lansi...
Family, business, fun, exploring and many factors...
That impossible bring me to the student life again...
No regret le, Losu...
No matter what happen to me...
I will just give myself an explanation...
Instead an excuse...
But i wouldn't explain to everyone...
Cause i will take responsible of myself...
Jia You! Losu!
Sunday, August 23, 2009
A weird night
21.8.2009
Late night at 1.45am,
Abnormal...
I was not at home...
But is at a another person home...
Who i don't know her and she don't know me...
I'm here...
Just as a companion for my friend...
I,
Sitting in the corner of the kitchen...
With the wall fan blowing the mid night breeze...
Is sleepy and exhausted...
Anyway,
I was recharge and felt refresh...
Watching a charm and beautiful make-up profession,
Drawing and painting a piece of art on a teenager face,
Without charging any fees...
Haha...
What an odd moment i was situated in right now..
Furthermore i suppose belong to a revision hour with my thick notes and textbook at home...
Actually,
Every people in the house here tonight,
Is giving their best to perform a better show for a school event tomorrow...
And me...
For sure i support this kind of contribution la...
Anyhow,
I was mesmerize with this uncommon but interesting scene in front of me...
You know...
She was virtually beauty in this moment...
The concentration of her fancy job,
The great-hearted for the youngsters...
And the sacrifice for the arts...
Is all a different character with the one i saw in the dance floor in M.O.S.
It touch my heart,
As the word 'realistic' has totally fading away from my dictionary...
As compare with a business man of me...
Who only think to do a service job with payment...
I impress,
And felt happy...
It prove that the world isn't only concern the issue of pricing or reward...
But the love, the passion and the sacrifice as well...
Thank god,
For giving me such a unlikely opportunity to preview all this effort...
The effort behind the screen...
Although it spend my study, resting time...
But i did not felt proud...
Instead...
Should gave a big claps to these people...
The youngsters...
The make-up profession...
And everyone who support for this event...
You all are awesome...
I represent the society to thank all of you...
Late night at 1.45am,
Abnormal...
I was not at home...
But is at a another person home...
Who i don't know her and she don't know me...
I'm here...
Just as a companion for my friend...
I,
Sitting in the corner of the kitchen...
With the wall fan blowing the mid night breeze...
Is sleepy and exhausted...
Anyway,
I was recharge and felt refresh...
Watching a charm and beautiful make-up profession,
Drawing and painting a piece of art on a teenager face,
Without charging any fees...
Haha...
What an odd moment i was situated in right now..
Furthermore i suppose belong to a revision hour with my thick notes and textbook at home...
Actually,
Every people in the house here tonight,
Is giving their best to perform a better show for a school event tomorrow...
And me...
For sure i support this kind of contribution la...
Anyhow,
I was mesmerize with this uncommon but interesting scene in front of me...
You know...
She was virtually beauty in this moment...
The concentration of her fancy job,
The great-hearted for the youngsters...
And the sacrifice for the arts...
Is all a different character with the one i saw in the dance floor in M.O.S.
It touch my heart,
As the word 'realistic' has totally fading away from my dictionary...
As compare with a business man of me...
Who only think to do a service job with payment...
I impress,
And felt happy...
It prove that the world isn't only concern the issue of pricing or reward...
But the love, the passion and the sacrifice as well...
Thank god,
For giving me such a unlikely opportunity to preview all this effort...
The effort behind the screen...
Although it spend my study, resting time...
But i did not felt proud...
Instead...
Should gave a big claps to these people...
The youngsters...
The make-up profession...
And everyone who support for this event...
You all are awesome...
I represent the society to thank all of you...
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Supper with myself
Long time did not have so free le...
Always busy here busy there...
finally, finish all my assignment...
It like reduce half of my burden right now...
Feel really relax...
Now...
In late night,
Doing my company account...
But just now suddenly felt hungry...
Went down side mamak eat le Maggie Sup Ayam...
Cold and lonely...
Now back to my room...
Feel not initiative to continue my work...
Write blog then...
I saw some other people doing their blog...
With lots of design and decoration...
Haha...
I like simple...
Sorry my blog is very dull...
Haih...
I still have many photo have not post yet...
No time...
ZZZ...
Finnish assignment,
Need to start do revision already...
Exam is left 1 month to go only...
This time feeling better than previous...
Cause i been more hard working in this sem...
Attend lecturer, listen tutorial...
But not all la...
But at least improve than previous record a lot le...
Anyhow,
Many other stress from other perspective is coming to me...
The 5 sub i taking really not easy...
I still have high chances to die...
This few week i want to thank some one,
Mr leong Chee Chuen
A friend of my brother friend but also my friend brother...
He has put his full effort on me to guide me up and direct me...
I, Losu, can say lan si de...
Hardly trust someone...
But,
I hope i did not trust wrong person...
Cause i hardly find trust today...
Even myself...
Always busy here busy there...
finally, finish all my assignment...
It like reduce half of my burden right now...
Feel really relax...
Now...
In late night,
Doing my company account...
But just now suddenly felt hungry...
Went down side mamak eat le Maggie Sup Ayam...
Cold and lonely...
Now back to my room...
Feel not initiative to continue my work...
Write blog then...
I saw some other people doing their blog...
With lots of design and decoration...
Haha...
I like simple...
Sorry my blog is very dull...
Haih...
I still have many photo have not post yet...
No time...
ZZZ...
Finnish assignment,
Need to start do revision already...
Exam is left 1 month to go only...
This time feeling better than previous...
Cause i been more hard working in this sem...
Attend lecturer, listen tutorial...
But not all la...
But at least improve than previous record a lot le...
Anyhow,
Many other stress from other perspective is coming to me...
The 5 sub i taking really not easy...
I still have high chances to die...
This few week i want to thank some one,
Mr leong Chee Chuen
A friend of my brother friend but also my friend brother...
He has put his full effort on me to guide me up and direct me...
I, Losu, can say lan si de...
Hardly trust someone...
But,
I hope i did not trust wrong person...
Cause i hardly find trust today...
Even myself...
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