Bye 2009

Today is 30 of December 2009 luh...
1 more day,
Will end this memorable year...

Along this year thus far...
Been through many things...
Uphill downhill,
Sweet and sour,
Joys and grief...
I know i'm lucky to have all these...

Blog with me most of this year...
I write many things here...
Things that not lie...
Things that i truly feel...
And seldom tell others...
Nice to have this blog...
NEXT year,
I still will continue...

Sooner,
I gonna have my facebook then...
Soon Wei laugh at me that why i need to make such announcement...
It just me...
Hee...
Hope through FB could keep in touch with most of my friends...
Though i use it for my working purpose...
Cos i personal felt that is wasting time to upload photo and decoration of it...
For me...
Keep contact is more important than keep in touch...
Friends,
Don't worry...
After graduate...
I still will find u guys out for a drink then...
Love u guys!

Long time din't update my blog...
Many things had happened pass this month...

Bagoods...
Have finally restructure...
Out of 4 partner also directors...
3 will turn to become sleeping partner...
Which included me...
The one will continue the business operation will be my best friend- Leslie
Who also our biggest partner...
Bagoods,
1 year had been established...
Business thus far...
Really a bit unwilling...
But the decision was win win...
Not only me...
4 of us agree that was the best for company and ourself...
2010,
I will officially withdraw from the management team..
Become an unemployed person...
Hehe...

Banking & Finance...
This course have taken about 4 years...
I like this subject...
I never feel that i wrong choosen...
Cause it was my prefered industry...
Better than some friend...
Who realize they pick wrong course...
I only will- Zzz...
Lan si to say...
It won't happen on Losu...
Hehe...
Nevertheless,
What bank exactly do...
Actually i also not very familiar...
Haha...
I think i should work in a bank first gua...
However,
I still have 3 subjects remaining to resit...
Hopefully...
I could get my graduation on time...
Yea..
I have no confident...
Cause i really don't have my motivation to study now...
I believe my intelligent was still there...
But my heart was gone...
Earlier,
I plan to take my MBA after advance ...
But see my performance now...
I think i better delay the plan first...
Haha...
And,
I confirm i not going UK for getting the Degree...
I just hope all the best to my fellow course mates...

This year...
Club a lot...
Dono spend how much over there le...
But I found another personality of me...
After that,
Only i know...
I was a very playful guy...
That can hyperactive than others...
Only day time of me...
Too serious in handling many routine stuff...
Cannot find a relief...

In the clubbing environment...
Could be bad and could be good for people..
And i,
I was both...
I like dance...
Moving with the music...
It was my best moment of relax...
And i could have my dance partner...
Who i wish to share my joy...
Ah Chuen say i looks more relief now compared to previous...
Thanks to club and music to allow me become happier...
Ya, Anna also agree i getting happier...
It could be bad for me as it make me drink a lot...
As i a person who quite concern about health...
Also,
Making me more playboy...
However,
Although i flirt around...
Play around...
But i never across line...
That was me...
My principle!
*ya, ah chuen, i always knew it, don't worry...
Haha...
Club is part of my life!
But,
Dono till when leh...
Anyway...
I think i can enjoy more few years gua...
Iuan actually very young de...
Only 22!
Kaka!

That day don't know when,
WS 5 of us,
Again,
Went genting...
We hardly gathering...
Is i ask choco organise...
As i wish we, especially between Leslie, Klien and me...
To understand we still a family...
Though our we have restructure our company...
5 of us...
Went safari...
1st time we 5 people go club...
Is different kind of feeling...
We knew that day gathering from choco one week before...
All busy guy give up all the possible appoinment to make that night success...
Im happy!
As we all still knew who we are...
And the important of WS was still remain 1st priority...
I always said...
I very lucky...
Cause,
No matter where i are,
Beside my Low family...
My WS family was always there with me...

That day...
22 of December 2009...
I go out wtih her...
Catherine...
It was a bad day for me...
Cause many things had run not smooth...
However,
I still feel very happy...
As i knew she actually never forget me...
Anyhow...
I really don't know what she think...
I can don't need her to do what...
As i don't choose to love her yet...
but,
I hope she know...
No matter how many nice girls i see, i met, i knew...
She is the one that i only will wish to "across the line"...

I really don't want think of relationship yet...
I gave myself 2 years...
To find my direction...
Pass few months...
I starts dizzy...
As i alwasy told people...
Everyday i wake up,
It was another more headache day...
Cause,
It a day more closer to graduate...
Last time...
Senior do always tlod me...
Last sems is most struggling...
Now i really unserstand why...
Anyhow...
I not don't have direction...
I just heahache of analysing which path to go...
I regret i late start reading...
Now only put effort on it...
Though was late...
But it still necessary...
Currently...
Losu is drawing a 2 years plan...
Draf few months le...
Still haven't complete yet...
Haha...
That was me...
Losu is a well planner...
struggle, dizzy, stress...
But,
Till now,
Actually i could roughly knew what i was ought to do after this...
Just need more time to justify some matters...
Some people say me is a very smart guy...
Some people say im scary...
Especially girls who know me...
I still remember once i ask Chia Lee...
"if i ask u become my gf, what do u think"
She said,
"very stress and scare..."
Hahaha...
No point,
It's my destiny...
As I knew why...
But i cannot change it...
I just can say...
There will have some one who know me...
If no,
I also accept...
It's my way chosen by myself...
A way of "不平凡"， (uncommon)
I always remember...
Issaac has told me before...
"Losu, u don't went to work for others, be a staff wasn't you, it will make what you said in the pass become a lie..."
Haha,
Bro...
Coming days...
I really going to work for people...
Though i been an employer before...
But,
It doesn't mean i change my mind...
I just want to learn more from the outside world...
Before i really organize my own business...
Give me 2 years ba...
Let me discover the things i want first...
Earlier think in 2 years time to be millionaire was quite bright...
But after gave up business...
It looks a bit difficult...
But no point,
I really wish to walk around first...
Before i decide to stable myself...
I believe the scarifice of my business to have this is worth it...
Perhaps,
Many people will say im silly...
But i don't care who will support me or not...
And i also don't care is that right or wrong...
I,
Just do what i feel i like to do.
And i feel i ought to do.

In a new year,
A new start from the bad for every one,
Wish everyone peace, happy and healthy...

Bagoods PC fair

I wanna say...
THANKS!
To all who had help me,
No matter is financial support,
Advices, caring, concerning,understanding,
And even is a small small helping hand...
I also felt very grateful...
LOW SHEE IUAN WILL NEVER FORGET!

Here,
I want to specially thanks my family again...
Who have support me for the last fri,sat and sun PC fair...
I just can say...
Now i really know u all love me that much!
Im touch...
And would not know how to express my happiness now i own...
I love u all...
Very proud to be one of the Low Family...