before getting the worst

when start this road...
already know is uneasy...
is understood have to take many risks...
and is prepared to sacrify...
but...
i started...
understand...
it was really tough to accept all this...
i know i can handle it...
i know i am tougher right now...
that y i ok.

iuan not tired...
still on the way going his prefered way...
love himself.
but not more than others.
wanting to achieved some certain level..
will make himself more breathless...

looking up the sky just now...
hoping HIM could understand me..
LOSU couldn't maintain many thing le~

im here at cc

two more days is my big day dy..
i just dono it has come so close...
i really never acknowledge about it.
maybe,
23 jan is not so important for me now le bah...

hmm....
my fren see le this...
must not happy de...
erm...
so sorry...
losu is just think that...
losu is not so important...
a birthday is just a small celebration...
not a big deal.
there are must more meaningful thg to do...
i am no body.

i miss a lot ppl...
this year cny..
actually i so wish to drunk in anna house once again...
i miss last year gathering...
i miss bbq at yu liang house...
hee...
i also miss...
the time we sing k...
we, ws sing k...
:)
except family,
there are nothing important for me anymore...

hope mandy wont because of this,
feel not happy...
things want happend..
nothing can stop it...
i will say...
is end of the story.