I hv made up my mind.

I think is the max le....
From today on...
我不会再要自己妥协。

Something i also couldnt know how

Sometime...
I do miss him...
have pass 3 weeks...
It looks we like nth...
stay under same roof...
But...
conversation where...
...

Miss the time we been together...
No matter is during we small or youngsters or adult...
Miss the time we cross over the tough period...
Miss the time we celebrate the victory...
Yes i do...

i know he tough in this period...
i know what will going in coming days...
i also know what how he going to handle it...
i know...

"Perfect man" is not here...
"wondering man" also not here...
" social number two" yet is at sabah...
"old man" here... but...
left a "happy go lucky man" dont know what to do...

after last night...
i only realize...
i actually is keeping and enduring all this in pass 3 weeks...
i,
Dint think of regret...
Also,
i not looking back...
is just...
A feeling which not everyone could understand...

tires not because of work

I do found a most stubborn person in my life...
unfortunately...
This person is the one i hope to be together in my coming life...
I,
wouldn't know,
How life will going...
in my future...
if with this situation...

Is tiring...
tiring of all kind of unreasonable principle...
principle without any logic...
principle without thinking others...
is a principle in own world...
One two is ok...
all...
is annoying...

is tiring of all kind of inflexible...
from big to small...
Never can negociate...
HArd like rock...
Putting me like drowning in the river...
stabbed by million kind of kinfe...
the unstoppable bleeding...
had made me
Breathless...
Helpless...
Depress...

i demotivation...
trying my best to break this rock...
but is heartbreaken...
break into smaller piece and smaller piece and smaller piece..
as,
it dont want help at all...
until now...
has blow by the wind...
disappear...

is really looks like going sick d..
seldom sick..
but i wish sick...
cos no need work...
no need so fan...
wish lie on bed whole day sleep...
no need thk...
and wanna don wake up...

neck very pain...
wish got ppl massage me...
clothes havent wash too...
today i no appetie too...
have breakfast alone everyday...
seriously...
can i don wake up?

whole day only listen the a song...
I remember what you wore on the first day...

什么都不想理。。

Is tiring...
two week not stop working...
what can i say...
Own business...
i ready to scarify for this...

work,
is part of my life...
i cant stay home without work...
but i cant work without rest...
without life...
work life balance...
is difficult to achieve...

my business...
to support it operation still running...
i scarify a lot thing...
One thing i have to say i appologize to anna n boon...
Cause i really rarely find them...
one time two timw three time they might understand...
but if it consistently in this past two years...
they will annoy...

business is smooth...
what i can report here...

but not everything smooth...
sometime it need time...
but sometime...
it annoy me too...
start don't want bother...
let it go...