I also dono wat i doing now...

Last night...
About one week Choco has back KL...
Till last night i only have our man's talk...
As this few days was non-stop working...
Until only last night...
We only have some time to keng kai...
Although not so long...
But i felt important to have this conversation with him...
I feel comfortable each time talk to him...
At least i have him support always no matter where i am...

Thanks to him,
Cause without him...
I wouldn't know what am i doing...
I was a bit out of control myself due to too concentrate in my work...
I,
I admit i have temper this time...
It was unbelievable to me...
I have almost use my business communication style to put in my daily life...
It was terrible...
And i really scare about it when i realize...
And after Choco told me...
I really feel my temper this feel days was damn bad...

I offend lots of people this two weeks...
I think i have indeed...
I scare...
I worry and scare all my relationship will end due to this time mistake...
And i dont want...

I know i say some word which is seriously offend...
I really sorry about it..
And i appologize...
If you think i only blame you is unfair...
Then i really dono what to say...
What you all done to me was seriously breaking my heart...
And i really cant forget it...
I seriously tell you...
And you,
I really don't know whether is my prob or yours...
You almost change...
And i really feel uncomfortable with you...
I,
i dont tknow wat to say...
the one i care the most...

I still will say sorry if i say some word offending you...
but i really dont want to see you guys again...
friend become like this...
really meaningless..

And with you...
i almost heart broken if i really losing you...
same..
no one can make me bomb some one in pm so far...
And in my daily busy business stuff..
i almost dont care anythg...
I cant have my anger mood in this time...
I try my best to control...
andt i almost can...
but at the end you tell me 'if you want blame on me, i have nothing to say'
I really collaspe...
two weeks back to my business everythg was smooth...
but the following day since shat with you...
I wake up late due to i cant sleep the night before...
I late open my booth and i kena saman RM500...

No people know how tired am i...
accept leslie...
thanks many people help this feel days...
soon wei, carwen, joshua...
although is the small thing...
But what you all have done is really really big matter for us...
because we almost dying...
Haha!
finallly i get try my first 48 hours non-stop working...
Those success people always say how hard are them during starting period...
now i am...
And i process it too...
I almost sick...
Whole body pain...
My losu eye also will have panda eye now...
Mom see le must xin tong...
One day drink 5 bottle of red bull...
Zzz...
but im happy...
seeing the result...
I almost forget wat is tired...
only one step more...
we would luckily went up to the shore...
If we could sustain in this coming 2 month.

dad, mom , gor...
Im coming!

she finally made up her mind...
she finally get touch by him...
she finally fall in love to him...
i wilbless them...
and im ok...
i still the same like last year to tell you...
I want my career...
And career will come first to anythg in this period...
You change you mind...
I have nothing to say...
losing you i really upset and bu she de.
i still could say...
bye...
my dear

Im the APPRENTICE!

Chinese new year just pass two hour ago...
Miss New year...

Im Back!
Losu back to Bagoods Network!
Thank you!
From this moment on...
I will 100% focus on my business.
Nothing can affect me...

Corporate...
I still want to be that level...
But not by working...
Sorry...
I will create my own corporate business...
Thank you!

Today was the Happiest day thus far I in Bagoods...
Excellent!

Special to her:
I don't care who you want...
I don't care what you do everyday...
I just want be respected.
No way for you to dishonest to me.

Dad and mom...
And gor gor them...
Thanks to still supporting me...
Gave me sometime...
I won't let you all down!

Ya...
IM THE APPRENTICE!