i have to become pupet

no sharing,
no question,
no comment,
a little also no...
otherwise will be sentense death.

everytime also my emo,
my irrational,
my temper,
my rush.

should be silent pupet life.

Restructure...

Thanks to my dear...
Always support me...
And stay at my side...
I just wonder how...
If now i live without you..

Bagoods has restructure...
i could say is a bit wasted...
But,
For long term...
i rather...
It might not benefit me...
It just avoid me from getting any possible disaster...
Although im the person insist this restructure decision...

One company separate into two...
Is consider separate...
We dint separate at all...
Still working each other...
But,
Is into two management..

This time...
i could operate my company my own...
Cause i will in charge one of it...
Sincerely...
It is a bit stressful..
But,
i ready to challenge it...

There are only one good thing of this project...
Which is leslie and me friendship dint break...
Thank to WS...
Thanks to both parties parents...
and especially thanks to Yuk...
Leslie ex...
Respect you and appreciate your effort...
I think you done it...

We end up benefit any party...
but in future...
Who know...?

Containment plan

She finally decide le...
Hope wat she say is true....
I know the path is difficult to you..
I just can say...
I appreciate...
I know what should i do in the future...
I worry...
But i dont scare...
And i ready for it...
at most i xin ku more...
Rather than i c u suffer all the way...
For me..
it still easy thing...

personally...
i so difficult now...
two days before i really dont know how to do...
thanks to my second brother, bin...
who teach me "containment plan"...
because of this containment plan,
i suddenly feel every thing been settle...
good!
i learn one strong thing...

Bagoods network...
Leslie...
i just hope you two can understand me...
i very hard too...
and i know it too...
i means those advise i get so far...
i jsut can say...
i decide le this time...

in this moment...
i could really cry out...
if i want...
erm...
but,
tomorrow sun still will arise as usual...
i need to hold this feeling...
and try my best to solve everything and make it beauty to every one...
at most i give to you all...
I nevermind...
futhermore...
i also maybe cant enjoy what i win in coming days...

happiness gone by just a word.

if can...
i really don want to break...
but i cant...
i really cant believe u still don wan to say the word...
i really depress and give up...
you rather scarifies me to protect this word...

no title

Alone in the car...
Leslie dad give his car to me..
As today I have many appointment..
Thanks vincent chua for all this...
Bagoods and I appreciate it...

Music has on...
Don't know why...
This time listen every single song...
Also feel like singing to me...
Heart sour...
Cold cold de...
Feel want cry...
But my eyes was swollen le...
Feel want to text her...


Holding the phone...
But I cant...
Cause we have break...

the WORST day in my life

sorry..
i cant give you my promise...
give you happiness...
but i really love you...
unwilling...
dear,
hope you find your happiness soon...

Post blog at cc first time....

I at sandakan again..
For PC fair..
This time..
We sell laptop..
Mission is to sold 50unit laptop..
But,
At the end..
We end up only 50% sales..
Tat is 25unit only..

This was my first time sell laptop..
As I nvr thk I could sell this thing..
From camera, to printer, to MP5, to computer accessories, to today I sell laptop..
Ridiculous!
A guy who dono IT at all,
Today can sell such things..
Losu, good job!
Coming days I even will learn modify printer!
Crazy..

I still staying sandakan bcosn
I need go tawau for PC fair..
Again..
I went there for my second time..
This year is I continuosly 3 years fly to my home town here for fair le..
So used to this place culture..
No matter is location, customer behaviour, competitors, product categories, brand and price..
I also master le..
Maybe is good for me too..
For my future coming here to develop my sandakan..

Bagoods start having laptop product le..
Where it is higher risk for my business..
As it is high cost product,
Low profit margin,
And no credit term.
Scare...
Really scare..

I have a silly dear...

She was just 23 years old...
She is cute...
But she looks like auntie...
Cause she always think much...
I think nowadays all girls also say herself think much de ba!
Just dono who think more lo...

Ya.
Eunice is my dear...
She just a normal girl...
But a girl give too much stress to her own...
Ya,
Work is no wrong...
Earn money also is right...
But life is just one time...
There are nothing more precious than our life...
Thats why...
LOVE LIFE!
hehe...
But,
My this silly girl,
Just abit too focus in work and cari duit....
Neglecting her life a bit...
that's why she so suffer in her pass relationship....
loss many precious memories...
But
Nevermind...
Hope she will get back to enjoy life soon...
And see her smile always...

this silly girl...
always think of other first...
human being...
sometimes be selfish abit is good to own good...
just at least have a healthy life first only can protect the other ma...

Every changes,
Every new things...
Also need time...
Never push too hard to our own...
Just make it slowly...
Untill the end...
No one no the answer...
Just...
Important is we all enjoy the moment be together now...
Future...
No one can guaranty what happen...
at least...
Now...
Two is better than one...

Special to Eunice:
You already do your best...
No matter in your job, or relationship, or to your friends and family...
You,
Well done!
Don't think too much and make pressure to own...
Im here alwat\ys give support to you...
No worry ok...
Just go ahead...
Most important you relax, delighted and happiness...
Ya,
I love you dear...
Never doubt about it...
Losu say one...
In his own blog here...
Just smile~