Alvin turns 21... (round 1)

Alvin...
Happy Birthday!
Know you for 3 years already...
This is the first time celebrate your birthday...
Do you enjoy the Birthday "gitt" we prepared for you?
Hee...

On 25th of June...
Actually his birthday was 26th...
After the MORAL AND ETIKA lecturer...
We have start our mission luh...
DIAN HUA FAN DIAN~~~
(phone restaurant)
Than Than whose real name Jonathan has been change by us...
Went to LRT to fetch Micheal and Yee Ling...
And the other car...
Won Won...
Together with Wen Da Jie and KC...
Bought the cake...
And followed by Ah Gong and me...
Gather at the restaurant there...
Unfortunately...
Chia Lee and Bochi could not join us...
Haiya...

Due to we too many people...
We force to have 2 table...
With 2 boats...
Don't you think so weird to steamboat with separate group?
Zzz...


2 table... with 2 boat...

Look! Soon Wei standing like this lo... Until we end our dinner...




However...
Due to our adaptability level was too high...
We still manage to have a very fun and excitement in our dinner
Beside the food there are not bad...
With lots variety and fresh food...
Although...
There is really hot a bit...


Half way eating.

Now Vin still very fresh, clean, and energetic...

The Prawns...

That night,
Wan Xin sot sot de
She remove prawn shell more than eat...
The rest enjoy lo...
Sometime really why i will allergic...

Some one de...

This is Wen Da jie lastest design...
Edited by Than Than and Vin...
Just wonder what the Mee Hun stand for?



During the steamboat dinner...

Micheal and Yee ling sit at another table with me and SW...
Haha!
Weird...
Yee Ling looks like eat more than Micheal...
No wonder Yee Ling Change size already la...
Between...
Jon eat a lot Duck Egg...
-Cause he need Bu Bu ma...
Won Won paiseh eat herself!
-Cause i cook fishball special for her ma...
Da jie really 'porker'
-she the only one my Zu Du competitor...
KC lamp chop king...
-damn bad i can't eat due to my tooth...
Soon Wei like stand during eating...
-Very scare this old man go away de...

After the sweaty steamboat...
After the laugh and scream...
Finally Alvin cakes has come for him...
Then,
We continue Yum Bui!
YUMMM... Sheng!

Actually this photo took by Alvin...
With his cake and candle with him at another table...
We actually want him celebrate his birthday for himself de...

After the cake war between Jonathan, Soon Wei and Alvin...

We taste the cake...
"The cake"
With Alvin's face de oil, hair and saliva...
Zzz...

Delicious!

Alvin force people eat the cake...
With the special recipe...
Has been caught!





Later,
We took photo...
And pay the bill...
Before we go...
To our second round....
We din't forgot to have our group photo...

Say Cheers!

Alvin,
NO MERCY for tonight le!

Does hope really bring MOTIVATION?

Michael told me a secret...
2 days ago...
That make me really unbelievable...
I wonder why this will happen...
But as far as i can say...
Everyone have to pay what they done...
I felt pity of 'that' but i still admit that...
I was really angry of 'that'...
Although i didn't regret what i done before...
Feel some release as finally i was proven to be innnocent.
As finally someone has understand my real cases in the pass...
Thanks BRO!

Suan la...
What i can say now...
Ya, actually i did.
Living in happy-go-lucky everyday was really wonderful...
I regret i realize too late...
Nobody can provoke me...
Nobody can upset me...
As i found myself was a Freeman "now" !
Joke and laugh and make people smile every day~~~

Is really grad to hear that my lovely 'Heng Dai'...
-Tan Hak Kok- has finally found his love target...
And yet, he even has done his sincerity confession...
Don't say a girl,
Even me also felt a bit touching of what he has said in the confession...
I was stunned of what he told the girl...
Admire...
At the same time...
I envy him too...
Cause i wonder how come he got such courage to do that...
Hmm...
That was some reason behind actually...

For me,
I don't dare...
Not because I don't have the courage...
But is i feel that was an empty dream to done this...
Everyone beside me...
Can do that...
Eventhough the previous of I,
Also have done before...
But, not today's me...

Living in a hope will bring you a very powerful motivation...
But when this 'hope' turns to a blank paper...
You will feel that was extremely depress and it makes you never to believe any uncertain estimation anymore...
Definitely was a contrast feeling...

Of course,
I hope my bro doesn't end up in this situation...
I bless him every day de...
Hee...
But for me...
Although if i have a hope or a target...
i don't really will dream of it...
Because...
Although the pass i can only use 2 word to conclude it - suan le
But it still will become my forever 'scar' in my deep heart...
Standing at original position is less risky than making a step forward to across the "barrier"...
Therefore,
Is prefered to maintain a normal friendship with a desired girl...
Rather than built up a special relationship with her...

Same opinion with Kok...
Currently...
Is really not a good timing...
What we will do is just prepare well for ourselves...
In order to get a better "position" to break into the "Barrier"...
Despite to ensure our daily life was happy-go-lucky...
Kok- Ka Yau!

Off day!

Today i have no work...
Very difficult to find a day like now...
So free...
Though no working today...
I still skip my first tutorial class today...
And the lecturer as well...
So sorry to Mr. Samuel...
But i was excited to announce that,
Today i was totally HOLIDAY!!!
Yeah! Yeah!

Actually...
I'm not purposely not attend to the class today de...
It is because i was too exhausted last night...
I sleepless...
Because my brother Micheal and Yee ling has come to KL...
Due to Long time din't see...
Due to they very hungry...
As a host for them...
I ma bring them for the supper lo...
At Chow Kit there at 1 a.m right after the reach MU...
We can't find the place as Micheal recommend there de,
He so desperate to taste the BAK KUT TEH there,
Despite so relish, he also said there was a nostalgic place for him wor...
Because Denis and him always went there during diploma...
....

I got wrong way to back home...
So i took another half hour long to reach home...
Between...
They also so wish to view KL night scene...
It doesn't a bad thing to go wrong way too...
4.00 a.m.
Back home le...
Anyway,
Micheal and me have second round...
We chat till 6 a.m. only sleep...
After an hour sleep...
I need go my 8 a.m. lecturer...
until 5 p.m.
Only back home...
Die...
Sir Wong Kum Hong,
Don't blame me sleep in your tutorial class ar...

That's why...
Today i gave myself one day off...
Hehe...

Dying... But Enjoined...

Can't affort le...
My whole body + soul and spirit...
Going dry up already!
Nearly reached my "limit" now...
If still carry on like this,
For sure,
I will DIE!

Today...
Actually i doesn't need to work...
But suddenly Kit said he need celebrate birthday for his friend...
Then i forced to take his place lo...
Who ask all of us are boss...
Any problems also can be a leave reason...
Zzz...
Luckily...
Sometimes work at Kiosk could have some entertainment!
That's give us motivation!

First- basket ball!
We spend Rm3 averagely in each time we have work...
For playing the basket ball machine...
We...
From cannot pass second round...
To third round...fourth round and fifth round...
Now...
I even could reach to 687 score liao...
Haha!
But had pay a lot of training fees... =(

Second- see leng lui...
Like last night...
Is a memorable day...
Three years...three years...
Study in tar college...
Finally... i get the chance to talk with them!
Sue and Sofia!
-the two girls in group 3 who famous of pretty...
Cause they have a lunch at Old town right in front of my Kiosk...
Hohoho!

Third- Old town White Coffee and Half boiled egg...
Due to RM3.90 only...
For the set included Coffee, bread, and half boiled egg...
Promotion only in week days till 11a.m.
Therefore mostly our breakfast there was serve by "them"...
*I want to say:
Old Town White Coffee is really good la...

Anyhow...
My course work has come to find me already...
This time...
Although is under expectation...
But still couldn't have time to manage all this things...
Everyday...
After school, need to go to Kiosk...
Sometimes for awhile...
Sometimes till 10.30p.m.
Wonder why Jusco open till so late...
Back home...
Still have to do Kiosk account...
Then only go to bed...

In the morning...
Have to go lecturer...
Go tutorial...
Last time i din't so hardwork...
To attent lecturer...
But this time i went...
Cause is tough to cook...
If din't listen explaination from lecturers of the subjects...
As my syllabus are getting tougher...

When we have extra hours left to go for another class...
We will go "Makan" or chatting in the canteen...
I never feel that spend time with ABF gang was tiring me...
Instead,
I was delighted if being together with them.
Although,
Share some piece of time in my very peak timetable to hanging around with them is extra burdening me...

If finally i found a free time at home...
I need to do my revision or tutorial question...
But i not really have done this so far...
Hehe...
As i always jump into my bed if i really have this hours...

I so miss my home...
So miss my parents...
So miss my only niece...
And i miss the pure student life too...
Am i make my life so miserable?
I don't think so...
Though it was a bit exhausted...
But i still feel very excited...
Love the feeling of satisfaction...
In every challenging day...
That was me! Hee...
Money is not my first objective actually...
-as long as can cover up myself ok le
In fact,
I am fanatic about this "GAME"...

CHANGE

Change could be essential,
and could be unnecessary too...
There are no correct or incorrect Change...
As a Changes can bring the good and bad at the same time...
Anyhow a Change is depending on circumstance...
Only making a right Change in the right timing are the smartest.

Since sems start...
Everyday busy like an 'ant'...
Go lecturer, Go tutorial classes and,
After that need go to Kiosk till 10.30p.m.
Wouldn't know this life could sustain till when...
Will my education be affected?
Will i never have time to back hometown see my parents?
Will i skip many college activities with my fellow friends?
That's was the 'opportunity cost' i should take into account...

School started 3 weeks so far...
I been doing my very best to attend all the classes that i have...
I have listened to my lecturer for my first time in advance diploma...
Haha...
Is enjoy too if you can pay attention in the class actually...
Cause it makes you really feel like a 'real' student...
As i never feel that...
But,
One think haven't change...
That i still back from the class with empty handwriting notes...
Can't help...
Orang yang malas bagai pen...

Thing make me felt that i really have change is...
I started wake up earlier...
Sometimes at 7a.m.
Sometimes at 8a.m.
Even once i be earlier to arrive college
Until i could park my "little white" at the 'VIP' place...
-Right in front the college main gate...
Not only that...
I still could have excess time to have my BEE HON with chocolate milk for my breakfast and The Star at canteen 2 before tutorial starts...
My dear ABF...
Please stop gambling on me la...
Otherwise you all will pinjam Along then...
It was a relaxing morning, indeed...
Here to thanks Kok again...
Who inspire me that he only sleep 3 hours a day...
Zzz...
Don't worry...
I won't be like him...

I set my personal target to have 3 Kiosk for my company before i graduate Advance Diploma next year...
Nothing is impossible if you keeping your will going consistently...
I have done all this just hoping to have a 'stream of income' after i really get into the real world...
Doesn't care more or less...
As long as i could cover up 'myself' from relying on my family...

Also,
I have change my mind not to go UK for getting the Degree of Bankin and Finance...
It was a changing decision long time ago...
Heartbreak to hear that major of my gang are going...
Be optimistic!
That's the chance i could get many souvenir from them ma...
Hehehe...

Now..
Don't know what will going to be happen after i graduate...
Can't determine...
As change might happen at anytime...
Should i go oversea?
Should i keep running my business?
Should i have a job at local first?
Or should i continue my MBA?
A Chinese sentence:
A woman afraid to marry with incorrect guy,
A man are afraid to enter wrong career.

love

It always are my only 'left'...
I do not deny that I have some desperation on it...
1 year in form five...
2 years in diploma...
1 year in advance diploma...
Have met many 'girls' friends...
Anyhow...
I still single now...
Haha...

Every year,
I hope and hope that I could escape from celebrate Christmas with WS gang...
I wish so much that I could have someone to choose a Christmas present for...
.....
.....
.....
I really wish that can have a 'couple' Christmas day this year la...

I fall in love to someone...
Accidentally...
Yea, I was thinking of her in this moment...
But so what?
It won't be happen the same to her too...
And I don't think that we stand a good chance to be together...
As...
There always have so many difficulties for 2 person to be together...
If both are in serious...

I improve already...
Become more steady...
Hmm...
Don't know why i will fall into this situation again...
Don't know why i will attracted by her...
Maybe i too lonely?
Or i forced myself to love some one...?

There are so much different between this time and the previous...
Cause i wonder why i can stand so calm and steady this time...
Is it i choose to behave more defensive?
Yea...
I think so...
And i know...
If i not defend myself...
It won't be a good ending to me now...
As it is not in the right timing also...
*always tied in this reason...Zzz...

Sometimes,
Action will be criticized...
Sometimes,
No action will be abandon...
*Guy really xin ku...
And i,
Choose to walk according to the fate...
Is that a friendship? or an uncommon relationship?
Is up to the destiny...
Since the past has told me that i should treat myself better...
Hee...
What i worried only if we both have less communication as time pass...
But,
What can do?
I will just give my best...

Going to decide went oversea after graduate...
Haven't confirm yet...
But if really make it,
That will be better to be alone...
Or else everyone suffer...

Let's go clubbing!
Should enjoy more freedom that i have right now!
This is what should a single guy do!
Before being appreciated...

Sorry...

Before I shift to Kluang...
I have a group of very close "girl" friends...
Who have same class with me when I was in primary...
And,
They become the female of WS in the secondary...
We always celebrate Chinese New Year...
And,
Sometimes...
When we-WS organise BBQ,
They will not be exempted...
For me...
They are my only "girls" friend during that time...
As I was a student of "Boys" school during secondary...

Still remember,
The night that I last stay at Sandakan...
It was 31st December of 2003...
We celebrated the coming 2004 together...
CHING'S father even bring us to the beach...
To watch the fireworks!
As the matter of the fact,
That was my farewell night to me too...
Everyone was upset as we are virtual good friends...
Beers accompany us in the gloomy night...
Due to all of us unwilling to separate...
Thus,
All turn to bed at Ching's house without going back own home...

Still remember,
One day we BBQ at Leslie house,
Those girls prepares the french fries,
And the guys set up the BBQ equipment...
When we are exhausted of the activity...
WEI suddenly feed us a piece of french fries to our mouth each...
Ahh...
That moment was unforgettable...

Still remember,
When I pray for the Guan Yin at BUI'S house...
During the Chinese New Year...
Making them feels so weird of my behave...
Until now they still mentioning this things...
Aiks...
It just a ritual...

Still remember,
One year SAN organized her birthday party...
WS have prepare a very nice present to her...
But,
We purposely wrap it like a shit!
Zzzz...
After we have the sweet dine...
War has started...
CRACY!
The entire kitchen of San's house have painted with cream...
Despite our face too...
Yeah...
That was the most interesting "cream" game among many time in my life...

Still remember,
Leslie and me chat with Ling in Leslie room...
That LING question us lots of guys matter...
Also,
She tell us the true story about her too...
Funny...
But it was the longest conversation with Ling jor...

Any how...
All is my fault...
I apologize to you all...
San, Ling, Bui, Ching, Wei....
Because...
Time pass...
I have mistakenly "forgotten" you all...
Really not deserve for a forgiveness...

I felt losing two years being together in Form 4 and 5...
Is a massive loss for me...
Although I really have insufficient time...
To maintain to all my buddies and fellow...
But I don't think that was an excuse...
I really feel bad...
SORRY...

I just hope that we can have the chance to built our new memories together again...
Like Leslie suggest...
2 years later...
We go for an oversea trip!
That was excellent!
Because we could have the chance to create our new memories...
You know...
Sometime,
I was not purposely to keep quite during gathering...
In fact,
I just wish to talk some current matters with you all...
Talking to the pass only will make me feel as if we just could have the friendship till the secondary...
I don't wish that,
If like that,
I rather not to speak out...
Then I didn't feel so heart break...

To you all:
I promise...
Losu still Losu...
Will not be change...
Though time pass...
I have met many new friends...
But I still are your old LOSU!

*Maybe we couldn't be together so frequent,
Moreover we couldn't know when Wei will back from New Zealand,
On the other hand, I did not back Sandakan so often,
We just wish that our friendship will always living in our deep heart...

Final year of study life...

Going end of my internship soon...
My ABF1 friends...
They all now happily back to their own hometown already...
Soonwei, Jon, Yiyone, KC...
Alone at KL...

Ask me how about my internship...
Hmm....
COMPLEX...
Anyhow,
I enjoy my this three months internship life...

Coming study life will be a nightmare for me...
Don't know how to manage my time table...
Everyday think of this...
I felt a bit unwilling to go so 'fast'...
If I can be a normal student...
Whose only thing to do was pass the exam...
Then every month received 'salary' from parent...
How good was the life!

I love ABF1 gang...
Both old and new friends...

SOON WEI- The one most similar with me! Although only have 3 years friendship, but just like WS feel.

BOCHI- My dear buddies... The college life from beginning to the end... No couple with her really is a question mark...

MR. JONATHAN- Though busy, but still can manage to have some spare time with us... That was his best already...

WAN WAN- Miss her always in every time the gang without her! Only a bit sien as never see her angry...

ALVIN- Without him, sometimes no topic. With him, sometimes very very sohai...

CHIA LEE- Although sometimes I don't know whether she understand or not, but she is sincere to give her best...

WEN DA JIE- Always bully non-hokien-nang. If less da xiao jie pi chi, she kick me I also want have her at my side...

WON WON- Our ever little sis... She is our source of spirit & energy! Maybe is a nature if stand at her side gua...

KC- No met him is a loss... Sometimes really hope that he will think of himself more a bit...

Today,
I saw lots of freshy...
They all very young...
Lot's of 'cun' chicks also...
Make me think of the freshy of Me 3 years ago...
Haih...
So fast...
Four years college life has gone 75%...
Although I didn't produce a good result...
Although I still have no girl friend...
Although I don't have lecturer love me...
But I was proud to say that I have know those guys above...

Start school is my last year of studies...
Actually is not the junior young...
Is I old already...
I know is impossible to turn back the time...
But I just wish I can enjoy well the only one year left for me in Tar college here...
Which also...
The FINAL year of study my life...

The 3 years journey - Partly Completed

Confuse...
Don't know what is the feeling right now...
Should I happy or should I grieve...
Don't know why...
Always trapped into this situation...
Zzz...
When only I can get some relief?

Actually...
There are some things that I should glad about it...
Haha!
I finally own my FIRST business based...
At Wangsa Maju Jusco...
Is a KIOSK only...
Partnering between Bagoods Network and Digital Million...
Today is the 5th day...
And very fortunate...
We have customers to support us...

Actually is another improvement for us la...
Hah! I think in this blog really had recorded down all the growing process of my business liao...Really tak dao malu...
But anyhow,
Compared to the starting stage...
Really from 'Don't Know' everything to today a small structure company...
Zzz...
Though still negative profit...
But at least now Bagoods's debts is still continue reducing...
Hee...
Not bad ma...
As I said before...
If I have no loss... (in financial)
I already made profit... (in experience)
Now...
Still in the stage of paying learning fees! Hee...

Really didn't think to have the stage of today...
Maybe I should say...
Really didn't expect that I really could reach this stage...
Hmm...
I still remember...
And I told Chocolate many times...
That I don't wish to have a 'STUDY' college life...
I know...
To graduate,
Is a must task for every student...
But I prefer some more challenging task...
Instead...
I hope I can be better which is 'STUDY AND WORK' at the same time...
And the best I wish,
I hope I could have my OWN SHOP before I graduate!
Hee...
That's my HIGHEST TARGET for my College journey...
As that could helps me bare my living expenses my own...
And can experience different thing!
Which is my favorite loh...

It was just a theoretical...
Really quite ridiculous to realize in practical...
Who know...
The initial wish no longer in my first semester of diploma,
Already been achieved... (chewa)
That time...
June of 2006,
I have employed by Aline to work as a SONY digital camera promoter...
-thanks to Jason for introducing
With a RM100 per day pay...
-that time WS only I got working part time
Quite 'syok' also for me...hee...
And since that day...
I never be a PC fair visitor already...
Cham...
One and half year work for Sony...
I met Jayce...
-who is my Boeing dealer in Charge.

Due to WS working in Lexmark after I introduced...
And study time table problem...
Finally I decide to scarify my Sony high payment job...
And swift to work for Lexmark...
Togther with my WS gang and Gary!
-a very persuasive general manager.
With only RM 50 per day pay...
-but high commission lah...
No doubt,
It is really more challenging...
Because low basic need work more to earn more ma...
Between...
I get the chance to go visit another state for free...
Because work for outstation PC fair...
And one of the place was Sandakan!
Which is one year ago...
And that's the best record in my working life so far...
Cause I created a legend there...
Hee...
And,
That's why I met Multiplus boss - Eric
So fast!
15 months work for Lexmark has pass...
Then...
I left...
Cause...
I create Bagoods Network.

Working for three years...
I have some saving...
-admitted that both Sony and Lexmark have gave many chance for me...
Plus I cancel the plan to go UK...
So I used it to try my first business...
From an internet dealer,
To a unknown supplier,
And,
To a partnership Jusco Kiosk dealer now...
Today's of me,
Consider achieved half of my 'Ultimate' target jor...
But,
Sometimes...
Do felt so stress... so tiring... so depress...
Quarrel with partner, no sales, no money pay back creditors, customers complaint, business partner scold, no idea, made wrong decision, no time study, can't concentrate exam, and the most heavy one - high expectation from friends and family...

忍。。。

No matter how,
Mom,
I promise I still will completed my original task de
-graduate Advance Diploma In Banking & Finance
And,
Although is a kiosk but no a shop,
Although is share with partner but not completely myself,
But,
I think...
I should happy of being like this now...
Cause,
I have completed part of the journey that I desire before...
Hopefully In coming 1 more year I can fully accomplish my 'HIGHEST TARGET' lo...

*My special thanks to:

Jayce- You really take care of me a lot... You are the one who made me feel true friend can find in working environment... Thank you!

Gary- You really insert so many valuable thing in my pocket! Without knowing you, I can't have todays confident... Thank you!

Eric- Don't know how to thank you as I never think that I was a promoter that could have your so big helping hand all the way of my business... Thank you!

Carwen 22nd Birthday

Surprisingly...
Leslie is the one who remind us that today is Carwen's birthday...
Actually,
Klien, Chocolate and I have forgoten...hee...
Don't know why la...
Grow up le...
Seldom purposely to remember people's birthday...
Even this month Feiyie's birthday I also forgot to greet her...
Happy belated birthday feiyie
Sincerely...
Not I always forgot you guys birthday...
Is I too many things to focus nowadays...
That's why I not really purposely to remember people's birthday...
Especially those who I have celebrate before...
"Got heart" will remember de...
"No heart" set alarm to remember also meaningless...

Last night,
Plan to go Feeling Cafe to have supper with Carwen...
But,
Suddenly I have a better idea...
Where I borrow goh goh Vios to go Genting...
Hee...interesting...
After my bro have approved for the car...
( my bro damn sayang me de )
Then we depart at 12.00 am...
Is not an easy journey to go Genting...
Especially at night...
The darkness + mountain slope + curve road...

*If you are not concentrate in driving, frankly, accident may occurs at anytime...

Actually the car was so pressure... Need to 'handle' these gang of sohai...

Yeah!
I pass...
I successfully drive to Genting in safe...
No doubt...
We are so excited at that moment...
After we took a group photo...
We sang the Hakka song— " 海边看飞机 ”
Quite loud also...
Even in the lobby of the First World Hotel...
Zzz...
Banyak orang kat situ juga! Temberang betul!

5 of us really long time din't come out dy.... Eventough stay under one roof... Zzz...



*Mun, no you we really looks like MCA leh...



Compulsory...
We must go Starbuck for a cup of coffee...
Everytime that we arrived...

Altough pocket is painful abit...
But the feel of putting some hot coffee in the stomach in the frosty environment there...
Is a kind of paradise joyfulness!
And,
Cake is a must to celebrate birthday...
Sometimes...
Creativity can helps overcome little problems...




You see... cigarette also can be other purpose ma... Cause Ah Mun din't bring candle lo...


Carwen: " Mini, Mini , Mini.... come back!"






After we have a 'cin cin cai cai' celebration at starbuck...
We go jalan jalan...
Hah!
We saw the bell!
At the river there...
Make a wish...Make a wish... and throw!
Arh! Din't hit the bell!
Then, we explore all the pockets to find coins...
All noob king!
No even one of them hit it...
But have finished all their coins...
Luckily I used to have some spare coins in my waist bag...
Time to me to throw...
Shit... miss all...
Search coins again...
And I found a 50 cent coin...
*too expensive for a throw also
But no point...
Leave one 50 cent home is meaningless and wont get rich also...
Stress...
As it was our last chance...
Without thinking too much...
I make a wish, and...
I throw...
DONG!!!!
I finally really had hit the bell! Happy dao....

Those noobs are able to see only...
Haiz...



After that...
We went to Casino!
Sometimes...
Chocolate really nothing to do, find thing to do de...
Spend so much in body sliming...
Until the guard doesn't trust the IC was himself...
Luckily...
He still can get in...
Really @*%# oh!
We saw a man who bet RM800 in the number 34 really have it oh!~
RM800 x 36 = Rm28800
The man Fat dao...
We continue watch him...
Later...
He continuosly win 5 bet until the 6th bet he only lose...
We spend Half an hour to see how he do...
Body also going to get heart attack!
That night...
He at least get home more than 100k home...
Haih...
So easy to get a Civic de meh?
Anyhow, I believed...
Gamble was easy come, easy go de...

After that,
We also try our luck la...
Each person bet Rm20...
And I bet Rm10 in number 9 abd Rm10 in number 33
Don't know why...
But finally come out number 1...
That no one of us bet it...
That prove we are no luck at all that night...
But,
They not giving up...
They went play the card...
In just a 10 minutes...
They lose another RM 200...
Most cham de is me...
Cause I in not knowing situation...
Need to bare the lose they made...
ZZZ
This friend really pig and dog friends...
The pattern of those people lose money...

Rm60 each ok la...
Consider Clubbing without drunk lo...




Nothing to do...
And also no mood to do anything...
We go back...
Damn scare...
When we reach the car park...
Got a man who looks unfriendly...
Holding his phone...
And then pointing at our car...
WAH!!!
Zomakai oh!
At the end...
We realize that he is asking his friends to park their car at my place...
Scare but safe...
Again...
The Vios need to bring us back home through a difficult slope road...
We arrived home at 4.30a.m.

An answer between YES and NO

There are always some conflict between a man and a woman...
That's why there are a song call ' If i were a boy "...
I like a sentence from YIP MAN movie...
"there only have a man who respect his wife instead of fearful"

I used to do my best...
To respect a girl...
That's why I always stand at her side...
To think on her side...
To consider about her woman's "face"...
And to care of her feeling...
There are more and more things that a guy like me even can do...
That a girl would never understand,
In order to satisfy beloved EVERY THINGS...
We are not desperate...
We also not irrational...
But is appreciate! Is a courageous!
NO guy like to confess to a girl AS:
He need to scarify his image in front of the girl to say some irritating words...
He need to make a lot of promise that he might not able to keep...
He need to take the risk of losing the friendship...
But we still doing that...
Because,
we are a guy...

Two times...
That Chocolate and I have done this...
In 2 different girls each of us...
(actually Klien also have once)
Incredible...
All the answers we received are same and it was:
"Not in the right timing"
* Vui, is great that you are stronger than me...
IS THAT MEAN YES OR NO?
Some girls tend to want us disappear gradually...
But some may wish us to continue...
How to guess?
If don't want, why can't give some courageous to reject directly?
*please don't gave the reason of afraid hurting us...
If want, why can't give the direct meaning to us?
Is it girls need to maintain their prestige?
Then what is love?
If girl do say guy always not understand girl...
I think that should be the reason already - unsolvable puzzle
An answer between yes and no...

Previously...
A girl that I chased replied this answer to me...
I choose to protect her...
By letting her 'own' me without any status...
Because,
I believed if I be more endurance to wait...
I could have her in my arm...
Although finally I managed to have a special relationship with her...
Which is more than friend, less than couple...
However,
Beside some sweet and sour in the process...
We end up no result at the end...
Only with an honour of 'A MAD GUY'...
Zzz...

Forgive of my not gentlemen today...
Forgive of my selfishness...
Since the pass...
I tired... and scared...
I would not take the risk of waiting a girl without clarify future...
Because...
It was not a funny game...(suffer)
Please...
For all the guys and girls...
Don't let your the one who love you...
Sandwiched in between...
"more than friend, less than couple"
I, Low Shee Iuan admit that I not afford for it already...
In fact,
I will let the fate decide my destiny...
Because...
I believe...
A perfect relationship is not come from 100% by a person...
But is from 50% by the two person...
And I,
Is still waiting for a person who willing to share another 50% with me...

Gary- our lexmark ancestor,
Gave his point of view...
saying that:
"好听就女人, 不好听就累人"
For an ambitious guy like me...
Sure I agree with that...
But,
Anyhow not all the girls...
I still respect the some of them...
And i believed...
Girls is born to be pampered, tolerate, care, and love...
*But sometime they also need to know how to consider a guy la...Hee...
I always wish to do that too...
If I would have the chance...

I DIN'T MEANT TO FAIL

Took bath le...
Feel refresh and cool now...
Nothing to do in this moment... ( MIRACLE )
Only know turn on 千千静听...
Listening music make my vein loosen...
Started thinking what has happened around me recently...

Today's Low Shee Iuan....
Studies slumped into the boundary of pass and fail...
No more aim As in my dictionary during exam already...
Last time I even say those people who only aim pass was really an easy life...
Who know?
Next week turn to me to sit for my first resit paper...
Haih...
Don't know why I could come to this situation...
Over confident jor...

People do say me is a pro guy in study...
Sometimes I admit... ( you say me selfish also like this la )
But...
Sometimes I do confuse...
In my education level now...
Is it I must study for the exam?
Previously in secondary...or Diploma level...
Fail is a minor opportunity cost for me...
As it is easier to handle...
As it has many resit chances and as long as I have Degree then previous cert will useless...
As less burden from my mom and dad nowadays...
Then I study what I like and spend much time to read those I felt is important for me in future...
I do my own analyze, researched and experiment...
Therefore I always come out with my own understanding...
No doubt that I could remember some theories better than others...
No doubt I could apply the theories in different circumstances...
But...
When come to Advance diploma exam...
Is a different things...
There always have some guideline for us before exam...
It fix what I need to study...
Moreover...
The question was really direct...
I think a computer also can mark our paper...
Because the answer are also fix...
If I still insist my way of study last time...
I will repeat the previous sem mistake... ( Fail )
Haih...
Losu is lan si a bit de la...
Like to study all topics...
And do own analysis...
Then challenge those critical thinking questions...
Therefore ma get first blood le lo...
Zzz...
Actually I really hate this type of copy and paste study system de leh...
Is meaningless for me!
As I need to handle different situation in my future working environment mah...
No point...
Why?
I really no mood to memorize gao gao then vomit everything in the exam paper la...
I had done this during PMR and SPM!
(6As of each exam, lan si leh...)
But now sorry la...
I can't...
Hope I can stand for another one more year la...
Hee...

GOOD BYE SANDAKAN

Back to KL now...
Very enjoy the Sabah trip...
Beside get my mission done...
I also have all my favorite food and places...Hee....

The place I must go...
-Bu Chi Shi

After I had visited Guan Yin...
I like stand in front of the main gate...
Can sea the blue ocean...

-Teh Sang Suk Lai & Za Nyuk Kon Lao Mian

I never been here before...
Is inside the new market down the town...

You can't believed it only cost RM4.50...hahaha!

My goodness!

The SEK ZUI EGG TAT that I missing for hundred and thousand days...

See the crisp is super soft until I can fully enjoy the egg taste...
We had six each of us that day! Hee...

Let see why Mile 4 Market is so famous...
Last time family and i came here so often...
Although here is just a old market...
But I call here as
"NGOR FU CHONG LONG"

Haiz...
Forget to took the picture of the content of the
-SANDONG WO TIEK
Because the meat is so pack inside...
The best taste of the Siu Gai Yek is

-MING YAP DAD'S CHICKEN WINGS

TONG CHI DAO ABC WITH LAI LAO FA!

No 'red juice' but is fresh milk...
No bean but is jelly, cincau, and cendol...
Syok! Memang syok!

Thanks to Leslie and Klien of willing drive here and there for me...
This time Sandakan PC fair not only can learnt business experience...
But i can have all my desired things over my true hometown here...
I also back my primary school...
Saw some of my teachers there...
They looks so old already...
I din't approached them as they might not recognice me...
It was funny when i saw those little kids holding tooth brush...
Haha...I forgot moral class need brush teeth le...
I also went to my old house...
It is own by malay now...

Haha!Unexpected!

We got the chance to go Tawau PC fair too!
Terima kasih Eric again that willing to bring us there and not only that...
He help us get a counter from his friend- Ah Chua, to sell our product there...

10 April 2009, 8 a.m.
We depart from Sandakan to Tawau by a HONDA ACCORD!
Damn comfort man!
Leslie and I who sit behind felt really like VIP leh...
The comfortable of the seat made both of us sleep till can't wake up...Hee...
Anyhow...
We arrived Tawau at 2 p.m.
My head dizzy till die...

I came to Tawau for the first time...
I feel like we surrounded by bad smell...
And the road was so messy...
Lots of small small roundabout...
But...
It seems like people there are knowledgeable...
And buying power are stronger...

We met a girl...
She is a promoter opposite our booth...
You know...
4 of us are guys...include Eric...
When no customers there will only one thing can do...
-COW LUI
Really unbelievable...
She willing to join us for karaoke despite show us the way to go...
Damn bored...
Due to we reach there too late...
We forced to go back after sang one hour...







After sang k... Took a photo for a memory...












I met Soon Yee Ling too! at the PC fair...





This is our Tawau PC fair booth with a sohai standing there...

The MB Hotel that we stay at Tawau...
One day only Rm108...
Reasonable price, large and comfortable...
But the receptionist really Zzz...
Cause when I request for more pillow through the phone...
She say: “你可以讲华语吗？”

12 April 2009,

Again we back Sandakan with the VIP car...
Quite a good time during the journey...
As we sing Lee Sheng Jie songs all together along the journey...
Maybe we not satisfy to sing in previous night ba...
Then, my lovely young boss- Eric
Bring us to Lahad Datuk for a famous food- Fried Ganggung Sayur
Before we back to Sandakan...

The following days right after we back to Sandakan...
We have the "ending" dinner with Klien's parent and Leslie's family...

We have this dinner at the most famous BAKUTEH RESTAURANT at the town area...
(Sing goh most like that one)

Proud to say...
This dinner is sponsor by BAGOODS NETWORK!
HAHAHAHA!

We back Kuala Lumpur on 14 April 2009...