PD trip - 10 of us!

It was 3rd of July...
A trip which has plan for long time ago...
Finally is being "on" by two car heading to Seremban...

Than Than' s Iswara VS. Won Won's Chevolet...

Sleepless!
Due to go clubbing the night before...
So,
I need to apologize to Won jie...
As i sleep
During you are trying very hard to drive...
Anyhow,
We spend about an hour to reach Seremban
Where we would have our breakfast!
-BAK KUT TEH

Actually, Seremban Bak Kut Teh was so so only... hee...

Just wonder why still got meter in the modern century...

After the breakfast,
We went to Chia Lee's house for preparing the BBQ raw food...
Thanks Chia Lee's mom...
Cause she not only spend us the chicken wings,
But she also made us lots of different food with everything ready to cook condition...
Anyhow,
Due to we are over excited...
We started have shooting photo spree...


They are to stress in assignment le...
Zzz...

If you don't like us,
Better stay away from us,
Otherwise you will get hurt,
Cause we all have incredible "power",
-CRAZY

From left,
It was Business Black Hourse- LOSU,
Genius Fashion Designer- Lao Gei,
And Future Top Model- Than Than

Then we go Port Dickson!
Inside the car...
Soon Wei keep asking..
Sea leh? Beach leh?
Haha...
Finally...
Is hiding behind this Hotel...
The Glory Beach Hotel...

Which is Chia Lee's cousin working place...
And because of him...
We get to rent a PENTHOUSE!
With normal price only...
Hehe.....


After we have a rest...
Some having a nap...
Some stay a the casino table...
That's where Pei Wen and Than Than learn new game...
-IN BETWEEN
Because there are too many "High Hand" le,
After more than an hour struggling in the war...
I forced to loss money...
ZZZ...
Without wasting the time...
We...
Go to the beach then!
The beach...

Still ok la...
Not consider white sand but still consider nice beach lo...

-Sun Shine Girls & Boys

The sea...

Obviously it was Zzz...
Vin said even can see some oil and black thing floating on the surface...

We pretend enjoy for some while de actually... Because we not really have fun in the polluted sea..
Lagi, Soon Wei and KC has "break the Light"...
Haih...



Therefore,
We shift to another place...
-The POOL
Zzz...
Wonder why want to go pool...
Since MU also got a swimming pool...
Haha...
We intend to go the adult there...
But swim guard doesn't allow us...
Due to we not wearing the swimming suit...
Thus,
We go the kids pool...
Where we has stole the kids fun paradise...
Hee...
"Hey sweety, can we join You?"

Lol, what a shame...
None of the female member of our gang wear BIGINI...
And...
Making us need to go child pool...
Hao sim lo...

Jon,
So sorry of bullying you...
But,
Don't know why,
Very like to punish you la...
Kakaka!!

TITANIC only survivor!

Mr Alvin Lim...

-This is the photo that I like the most

All of the Da Jie Da...

Our hand all turn "old hand" already...

After have some blissful hours in the pool...

We leaved...
This time...
Those parent and the children are the happiest!
As we monopoly their place for the whole evening le...
Goh goh jie jie say sorry ya...
We went to the beach again...
To have a view of the sunset...

We will never forget the beautiful sunset...

Back home...

We take turn...
One by one...
Have a shower respectively...
Sharing bathroom...
Sharing shampoo...
Until all of us become fresh smell...
Gather all the stuff...
BOOM!
We depart to our BBQ venue...
Bad...
Our reserved place have been used by people...
After Chia Lee has made the complaint...
Our party at the beach side has begin...

The fire...

Although it's dirty...
Although it's sweaty...
Although I ate the less...
But i still enjoying...
Cause...
I love BBQ a lot!

Dance...Laugh...Eat...

They high already...
Wan Wan really looks fatter...
Wakakaka!!!

This is "Chia Lee, Devil"
But not "Chia leee , Angel"


Bochi also gila already...

Sometimes...
The old man has his own creativity...
But, those youngster also not bad...
Very respect old man...
So good to 'layan'...

YUMMM!!!
Seng!!!

Again...
We couldn't separate from alcohol...
We even...
Cheers with the ocean!
Nice feel~




Back home...
To continue our another half Tequila...
No fun...
Cause all been trained already...
No one drunk...
Next time should buy more liao...
Anyhow...
We don't want let the thing stop...
We turns our living room to be a mini club...
Dance with the music...
And "mambo dance" also coming...
Really Sot Sot!
Due to I really exhausted...
I went to sleep without joining them for the 'casino part 2'!

Next day morning,
We relax...
Some wake up late...
Those guys...
Go dao pao for the girls...
Cause we can't cook the maggie we brought..
As the kettle was too dirty...



We eat and watch TV together...
All tired but feel recharged...







Before back...
Some of them didn't feel took enough photo...
Therefore,
We go to the beach again and have a shooting spree...


The Michael Jackson!

We will always remember You!

Bau busuk!

Lucky that noon not so hot...
Otherwise,
We become Sakai then...

Cheras! Don't beat me ya~~

But hor,
Lucky you have 178cm...
You should less burden than me...


Between...
We have took some secret photo where i can't post here...
Pai seh...

We have the balance in our budget...
Let's go makan!
But they went eat Seremban most famous fried crap!
I cham...

Lucky, I got fish to eat..
Actually the rest of the dish also nice de...

You see the finger! Cacat!

Alvin too!

That time...
Only all of us know Soon Wei has a lot of incredible skills...
Za dao!
We also went to Xiu Bao shop...
Before we back home...

DADA!
Without hesitating...
We sapu many Xiu Bao!

After that...
We went to Chia Lee house again...
And her mom again make us some Kuih...
Damn nice...
This trip,
We end by listening Chia Lee's piano..
Sweet~
After that,
We back home lu...

my destiny

Moody...
Yes...
I'm get in trouble again...
Alone at home make me more emotional...
That's why...
I stop the music...
And write down my emotion over here...
People always tell me...
"If yours then is yours"
And i...
Is whose?

Both YOU always make me confuse...
Both YOU are giving me same situation...
Is that i must handle my relationship in this way?
I wish i can gave the same to YOU as before i did to that one...
Even more than that...
And i knew...
I'm willing...
If for YOU...
Sorry for indirectly comparing both YOU...
Actually i not in comparing...
Just want to tell YOU...
I have got the selection frighten...
Long time ago after the previous case...
And i couldn't give YOU the same...
Though my willingness heart are hope so...

I beg for a single chance...
But just a simple chance i always fail to have...
Is nothing to feel incorrect...
If i felt envy to previous Mr. X and current Mr. X...
Now i really envy current Mr. X...
As you always have the chance with you...
I didn't blame the fairness that come to me...
I just hope YOU can know me...
As i...
May have your faith...
As i never have the chance to present it
To my beloved...
Even though i,
Only hope to present it once in my life...
And hoping...
That was YOU...

I want to speak out!
To everybody...
Losu is just as simple as a farmer in the paddy field...
Although i appear with a military post...
I not interest people like me because i'm a military...
Seeking protection...
Instead,
I extremely care those people with me in the paddy field...
I love you all...
I finding YOU too...
I knew my military attire making a gap between us...
So sorry for it...
No matter how i try...
I also couldn't make it become simple...
Because to protect my cares have always set in my duty of me...

We have end right here...
I'm accept the fact...
Yet, i'm okay now...
And i respect my destiny...
Got fate,
Text YOU message again one year later...
Take care...

Alvin turns 21... (round 1)

Alvin...
Happy Birthday!
Know you for 3 years already...
This is the first time celebrate your birthday...
Do you enjoy the Birthday "gitt" we prepared for you?
Hee...

On 25th of June...
Actually his birthday was 26th...
After the MORAL AND ETIKA lecturer...
We have start our mission luh...
DIAN HUA FAN DIAN~~~
(phone restaurant)
Than Than whose real name Jonathan has been change by us...
Went to LRT to fetch Micheal and Yee Ling...
And the other car...
Won Won...
Together with Wen Da Jie and KC...
Bought the cake...
And followed by Ah Gong and me...
Gather at the restaurant there...
Unfortunately...
Chia Lee and Bochi could not join us...
Haiya...

Due to we too many people...
We force to have 2 table...
With 2 boats...
Don't you think so weird to steamboat with separate group?
Zzz...


2 table... with 2 boat...

Look! Soon Wei standing like this lo... Until we end our dinner...




However...
Due to our adaptability level was too high...
We still manage to have a very fun and excitement in our dinner
Beside the food there are not bad...
With lots variety and fresh food...
Although...
There is really hot a bit...


Half way eating.

Now Vin still very fresh, clean, and energetic...

The Prawns...

That night,
Wan Xin sot sot de
She remove prawn shell more than eat...
The rest enjoy lo...
Sometime really why i will allergic...

Some one de...

This is Wen Da jie lastest design...
Edited by Than Than and Vin...
Just wonder what the Mee Hun stand for?



During the steamboat dinner...

Micheal and Yee ling sit at another table with me and SW...
Haha!
Weird...
Yee Ling looks like eat more than Micheal...
No wonder Yee Ling Change size already la...
Between...
Jon eat a lot Duck Egg...
-Cause he need Bu Bu ma...
Won Won paiseh eat herself!
-Cause i cook fishball special for her ma...
Da jie really 'porker'
-she the only one my Zu Du competitor...
KC lamp chop king...
-damn bad i can't eat due to my tooth...
Soon Wei like stand during eating...
-Very scare this old man go away de...

After the sweaty steamboat...
After the laugh and scream...
Finally Alvin cakes has come for him...
Then,
We continue Yum Bui!
YUMMM... Sheng!

Actually this photo took by Alvin...
With his cake and candle with him at another table...
We actually want him celebrate his birthday for himself de...

After the cake war between Jonathan, Soon Wei and Alvin...

We taste the cake...
"The cake"
With Alvin's face de oil, hair and saliva...
Zzz...

Delicious!

Alvin force people eat the cake...
With the special recipe...
Has been caught!





Later,
We took photo...
And pay the bill...
Before we go...
To our second round....
We din't forgot to have our group photo...

Say Cheers!

Alvin,
NO MERCY for tonight le!

Does hope really bring MOTIVATION?

Michael told me a secret...
2 days ago...
That make me really unbelievable...
I wonder why this will happen...
But as far as i can say...
Everyone have to pay what they done...
I felt pity of 'that' but i still admit that...
I was really angry of 'that'...
Although i didn't regret what i done before...
Feel some release as finally i was proven to be innnocent.
As finally someone has understand my real cases in the pass...
Thanks BRO!

Suan la...
What i can say now...
Ya, actually i did.
Living in happy-go-lucky everyday was really wonderful...
I regret i realize too late...
Nobody can provoke me...
Nobody can upset me...
As i found myself was a Freeman "now" !
Joke and laugh and make people smile every day~~~

Is really grad to hear that my lovely 'Heng Dai'...
-Tan Hak Kok- has finally found his love target...
And yet, he even has done his sincerity confession...
Don't say a girl,
Even me also felt a bit touching of what he has said in the confession...
I was stunned of what he told the girl...
Admire...
At the same time...
I envy him too...
Cause i wonder how come he got such courage to do that...
Hmm...
That was some reason behind actually...

For me,
I don't dare...
Not because I don't have the courage...
But is i feel that was an empty dream to done this...
Everyone beside me...
Can do that...
Eventhough the previous of I,
Also have done before...
But, not today's me...

Living in a hope will bring you a very powerful motivation...
But when this 'hope' turns to a blank paper...
You will feel that was extremely depress and it makes you never to believe any uncertain estimation anymore...
Definitely was a contrast feeling...

Of course,
I hope my bro doesn't end up in this situation...
I bless him every day de...
Hee...
But for me...
Although if i have a hope or a target...
i don't really will dream of it...
Because...
Although the pass i can only use 2 word to conclude it - suan le
But it still will become my forever 'scar' in my deep heart...
Standing at original position is less risky than making a step forward to across the "barrier"...
Therefore,
Is prefered to maintain a normal friendship with a desired girl...
Rather than built up a special relationship with her...

Same opinion with Kok...
Currently...
Is really not a good timing...
What we will do is just prepare well for ourselves...
In order to get a better "position" to break into the "Barrier"...
Despite to ensure our daily life was happy-go-lucky...
Kok- Ka Yau!

Off day!

Today i have no work...
Very difficult to find a day like now...
So free...
Though no working today...
I still skip my first tutorial class today...
And the lecturer as well...
So sorry to Mr. Samuel...
But i was excited to announce that,
Today i was totally HOLIDAY!!!
Yeah! Yeah!

Actually...
I'm not purposely not attend to the class today de...
It is because i was too exhausted last night...
I sleepless...
Because my brother Micheal and Yee ling has come to KL...
Due to Long time din't see...
Due to they very hungry...
As a host for them...
I ma bring them for the supper lo...
At Chow Kit there at 1 a.m right after the reach MU...
We can't find the place as Micheal recommend there de,
He so desperate to taste the BAK KUT TEH there,
Despite so relish, he also said there was a nostalgic place for him wor...
Because Denis and him always went there during diploma...
....

I got wrong way to back home...
So i took another half hour long to reach home...
Between...
They also so wish to view KL night scene...
It doesn't a bad thing to go wrong way too...
4.00 a.m.
Back home le...
Anyway,
Micheal and me have second round...
We chat till 6 a.m. only sleep...
After an hour sleep...
I need go my 8 a.m. lecturer...
until 5 p.m.
Only back home...
Die...
Sir Wong Kum Hong,
Don't blame me sleep in your tutorial class ar...

That's why...
Today i gave myself one day off...
Hehe...

Dying... But Enjoined...

Can't affort le...
My whole body + soul and spirit...
Going dry up already!
Nearly reached my "limit" now...
If still carry on like this,
For sure,
I will DIE!

Today...
Actually i doesn't need to work...
But suddenly Kit said he need celebrate birthday for his friend...
Then i forced to take his place lo...
Who ask all of us are boss...
Any problems also can be a leave reason...
Zzz...
Luckily...
Sometimes work at Kiosk could have some entertainment!
That's give us motivation!

First- basket ball!
We spend Rm3 averagely in each time we have work...
For playing the basket ball machine...
We...
From cannot pass second round...
To third round...fourth round and fifth round...
Now...
I even could reach to 687 score liao...
Haha!
But had pay a lot of training fees... =(

Second- see leng lui...
Like last night...
Is a memorable day...
Three years...three years...
Study in tar college...
Finally... i get the chance to talk with them!
Sue and Sofia!
-the two girls in group 3 who famous of pretty...
Cause they have a lunch at Old town right in front of my Kiosk...
Hohoho!

Third- Old town White Coffee and Half boiled egg...
Due to RM3.90 only...
For the set included Coffee, bread, and half boiled egg...
Promotion only in week days till 11a.m.
Therefore mostly our breakfast there was serve by "them"...
*I want to say:
Old Town White Coffee is really good la...

Anyhow...
My course work has come to find me already...
This time...
Although is under expectation...
But still couldn't have time to manage all this things...
Everyday...
After school, need to go to Kiosk...
Sometimes for awhile...
Sometimes till 10.30p.m.
Wonder why Jusco open till so late...
Back home...
Still have to do Kiosk account...
Then only go to bed...

In the morning...
Have to go lecturer...
Go tutorial...
Last time i din't so hardwork...
To attent lecturer...
But this time i went...
Cause is tough to cook...
If din't listen explaination from lecturers of the subjects...
As my syllabus are getting tougher...

When we have extra hours left to go for another class...
We will go "Makan" or chatting in the canteen...
I never feel that spend time with ABF gang was tiring me...
Instead,
I was delighted if being together with them.
Although,
Share some piece of time in my very peak timetable to hanging around with them is extra burdening me...

If finally i found a free time at home...
I need to do my revision or tutorial question...
But i not really have done this so far...
Hehe...
As i always jump into my bed if i really have this hours...

I so miss my home...
So miss my parents...
So miss my only niece...
And i miss the pure student life too...
Am i make my life so miserable?
I don't think so...
Though it was a bit exhausted...
But i still feel very excited...
Love the feeling of satisfaction...
In every challenging day...
That was me! Hee...
Money is not my first objective actually...
-as long as can cover up myself ok le
In fact,
I am fanatic about this "GAME"...

CHANGE

Change could be essential,
and could be unnecessary too...
There are no correct or incorrect Change...
As a Changes can bring the good and bad at the same time...
Anyhow a Change is depending on circumstance...
Only making a right Change in the right timing are the smartest.

Since sems start...
Everyday busy like an 'ant'...
Go lecturer, Go tutorial classes and,
After that need go to Kiosk till 10.30p.m.
Wouldn't know this life could sustain till when...
Will my education be affected?
Will i never have time to back hometown see my parents?
Will i skip many college activities with my fellow friends?
That's was the 'opportunity cost' i should take into account...

School started 3 weeks so far...
I been doing my very best to attend all the classes that i have...
I have listened to my lecturer for my first time in advance diploma...
Haha...
Is enjoy too if you can pay attention in the class actually...
Cause it makes you really feel like a 'real' student...
As i never feel that...
But,
One think haven't change...
That i still back from the class with empty handwriting notes...
Can't help...
Orang yang malas bagai pen...

Thing make me felt that i really have change is...
I started wake up earlier...
Sometimes at 7a.m.
Sometimes at 8a.m.
Even once i be earlier to arrive college
Until i could park my "little white" at the 'VIP' place...
-Right in front the college main gate...
Not only that...
I still could have excess time to have my BEE HON with chocolate milk for my breakfast and The Star at canteen 2 before tutorial starts...
My dear ABF...
Please stop gambling on me la...
Otherwise you all will pinjam Along then...
It was a relaxing morning, indeed...
Here to thanks Kok again...
Who inspire me that he only sleep 3 hours a day...
Zzz...
Don't worry...
I won't be like him...

I set my personal target to have 3 Kiosk for my company before i graduate Advance Diploma next year...
Nothing is impossible if you keeping your will going consistently...
I have done all this just hoping to have a 'stream of income' after i really get into the real world...
Doesn't care more or less...
As long as i could cover up 'myself' from relying on my family...

Also,
I have change my mind not to go UK for getting the Degree of Bankin and Finance...
It was a changing decision long time ago...
Heartbreak to hear that major of my gang are going...
Be optimistic!
That's the chance i could get many souvenir from them ma...
Hehehe...

Now..
Don't know what will going to be happen after i graduate...
Can't determine...
As change might happen at anytime...
Should i go oversea?
Should i keep running my business?
Should i have a job at local first?
Or should i continue my MBA?
A Chinese sentence:
A woman afraid to marry with incorrect guy,
A man are afraid to enter wrong career.

love

It always are my only 'left'...
I do not deny that I have some desperation on it...
1 year in form five...
2 years in diploma...
1 year in advance diploma...
Have met many 'girls' friends...
Anyhow...
I still single now...
Haha...

Every year,
I hope and hope that I could escape from celebrate Christmas with WS gang...
I wish so much that I could have someone to choose a Christmas present for...
.....
.....
.....
I really wish that can have a 'couple' Christmas day this year la...

I fall in love to someone...
Accidentally...
Yea, I was thinking of her in this moment...
But so what?
It won't be happen the same to her too...
And I don't think that we stand a good chance to be together...
As...
There always have so many difficulties for 2 person to be together...
If both are in serious...

I improve already...
Become more steady...
Hmm...
Don't know why i will fall into this situation again...
Don't know why i will attracted by her...
Maybe i too lonely?
Or i forced myself to love some one...?

There are so much different between this time and the previous...
Cause i wonder why i can stand so calm and steady this time...
Is it i choose to behave more defensive?
Yea...
I think so...
And i know...
If i not defend myself...
It won't be a good ending to me now...
As it is not in the right timing also...
*always tied in this reason...Zzz...

Sometimes,
Action will be criticized...
Sometimes,
No action will be abandon...
*Guy really xin ku...
And i,
Choose to walk according to the fate...
Is that a friendship? or an uncommon relationship?
Is up to the destiny...
Since the past has told me that i should treat myself better...
Hee...
What i worried only if we both have less communication as time pass...
But,
What can do?
I will just give my best...

Going to decide went oversea after graduate...
Haven't confirm yet...
But if really make it,
That will be better to be alone...
Or else everyone suffer...

Let's go clubbing!
Should enjoy more freedom that i have right now!
This is what should a single guy do!
Before being appreciated...

Sorry...

Before I shift to Kluang...
I have a group of very close "girl" friends...
Who have same class with me when I was in primary...
And,
They become the female of WS in the secondary...
We always celebrate Chinese New Year...
And,
Sometimes...
When we-WS organise BBQ,
They will not be exempted...
For me...
They are my only "girls" friend during that time...
As I was a student of "Boys" school during secondary...

Still remember,
The night that I last stay at Sandakan...
It was 31st December of 2003...
We celebrated the coming 2004 together...
CHING'S father even bring us to the beach...
To watch the fireworks!
As the matter of the fact,
That was my farewell night to me too...
Everyone was upset as we are virtual good friends...
Beers accompany us in the gloomy night...
Due to all of us unwilling to separate...
Thus,
All turn to bed at Ching's house without going back own home...

Still remember,
One day we BBQ at Leslie house,
Those girls prepares the french fries,
And the guys set up the BBQ equipment...
When we are exhausted of the activity...
WEI suddenly feed us a piece of french fries to our mouth each...
Ahh...
That moment was unforgettable...

Still remember,
When I pray for the Guan Yin at BUI'S house...
During the Chinese New Year...
Making them feels so weird of my behave...
Until now they still mentioning this things...
Aiks...
It just a ritual...

Still remember,
One year SAN organized her birthday party...
WS have prepare a very nice present to her...
But,
We purposely wrap it like a shit!
Zzzz...
After we have the sweet dine...
War has started...
CRACY!
The entire kitchen of San's house have painted with cream...
Despite our face too...
Yeah...
That was the most interesting "cream" game among many time in my life...

Still remember,
Leslie and me chat with Ling in Leslie room...
That LING question us lots of guys matter...
Also,
She tell us the true story about her too...
Funny...
But it was the longest conversation with Ling jor...

Any how...
All is my fault...
I apologize to you all...
San, Ling, Bui, Ching, Wei....
Because...
Time pass...
I have mistakenly "forgotten" you all...
Really not deserve for a forgiveness...

I felt losing two years being together in Form 4 and 5...
Is a massive loss for me...
Although I really have insufficient time...
To maintain to all my buddies and fellow...
But I don't think that was an excuse...
I really feel bad...
SORRY...

I just hope that we can have the chance to built our new memories together again...
Like Leslie suggest...
2 years later...
We go for an oversea trip!
That was excellent!
Because we could have the chance to create our new memories...
You know...
Sometime,
I was not purposely to keep quite during gathering...
In fact,
I just wish to talk some current matters with you all...
Talking to the pass only will make me feel as if we just could have the friendship till the secondary...
I don't wish that,
If like that,
I rather not to speak out...
Then I didn't feel so heart break...

To you all:
I promise...
Losu still Losu...
Will not be change...
Though time pass...
I have met many new friends...
But I still are your old LOSU!

*Maybe we couldn't be together so frequent,
Moreover we couldn't know when Wei will back from New Zealand,
On the other hand, I did not back Sandakan so often,
We just wish that our friendship will always living in our deep heart...

Final year of study life...

Going end of my internship soon...
My ABF1 friends...
They all now happily back to their own hometown already...
Soonwei, Jon, Yiyone, KC...
Alone at KL...

Ask me how about my internship...
Hmm....
COMPLEX...
Anyhow,
I enjoy my this three months internship life...

Coming study life will be a nightmare for me...
Don't know how to manage my time table...
Everyday think of this...
I felt a bit unwilling to go so 'fast'...
If I can be a normal student...
Whose only thing to do was pass the exam...
Then every month received 'salary' from parent...
How good was the life!

I love ABF1 gang...
Both old and new friends...

SOON WEI- The one most similar with me! Although only have 3 years friendship, but just like WS feel.

BOCHI- My dear buddies... The college life from beginning to the end... No couple with her really is a question mark...

MR. JONATHAN- Though busy, but still can manage to have some spare time with us... That was his best already...

WAN WAN- Miss her always in every time the gang without her! Only a bit sien as never see her angry...

ALVIN- Without him, sometimes no topic. With him, sometimes very very sohai...

CHIA LEE- Although sometimes I don't know whether she understand or not, but she is sincere to give her best...

WEN DA JIE- Always bully non-hokien-nang. If less da xiao jie pi chi, she kick me I also want have her at my side...

WON WON- Our ever little sis... She is our source of spirit & energy! Maybe is a nature if stand at her side gua...

KC- No met him is a loss... Sometimes really hope that he will think of himself more a bit...

Today,
I saw lots of freshy...
They all very young...
Lot's of 'cun' chicks also...
Make me think of the freshy of Me 3 years ago...
Haih...
So fast...
Four years college life has gone 75%...
Although I didn't produce a good result...
Although I still have no girl friend...
Although I don't have lecturer love me...
But I was proud to say that I have know those guys above...

Start school is my last year of studies...
Actually is not the junior young...
Is I old already...
I know is impossible to turn back the time...
But I just wish I can enjoy well the only one year left for me in Tar college here...
Which also...
The FINAL year of study my life...

The 3 years journey - Partly Completed

Confuse...
Don't know what is the feeling right now...
Should I happy or should I grieve...
Don't know why...
Always trapped into this situation...
Zzz...
When only I can get some relief?

Actually...
There are some things that I should glad about it...
Haha!
I finally own my FIRST business based...
At Wangsa Maju Jusco...
Is a KIOSK only...
Partnering between Bagoods Network and Digital Million...
Today is the 5th day...
And very fortunate...
We have customers to support us...

Actually is another improvement for us la...
Hah! I think in this blog really had recorded down all the growing process of my business liao...Really tak dao malu...
But anyhow,
Compared to the starting stage...
Really from 'Don't Know' everything to today a small structure company...
Zzz...
Though still negative profit...
But at least now Bagoods's debts is still continue reducing...
Hee...
Not bad ma...
As I said before...
If I have no loss... (in financial)
I already made profit... (in experience)
Now...
Still in the stage of paying learning fees! Hee...

Really didn't think to have the stage of today...
Maybe I should say...
Really didn't expect that I really could reach this stage...
Hmm...
I still remember...
And I told Chocolate many times...
That I don't wish to have a 'STUDY' college life...
I know...
To graduate,
Is a must task for every student...
But I prefer some more challenging task...
Instead...
I hope I can be better which is 'STUDY AND WORK' at the same time...
And the best I wish,
I hope I could have my OWN SHOP before I graduate!
Hee...
That's my HIGHEST TARGET for my College journey...
As that could helps me bare my living expenses my own...
And can experience different thing!
Which is my favorite loh...

It was just a theoretical...
Really quite ridiculous to realize in practical...
Who know...
The initial wish no longer in my first semester of diploma,
Already been achieved... (chewa)
That time...
June of 2006,
I have employed by Aline to work as a SONY digital camera promoter...
-thanks to Jason for introducing
With a RM100 per day pay...
-that time WS only I got working part time
Quite 'syok' also for me...hee...
And since that day...
I never be a PC fair visitor already...
Cham...
One and half year work for Sony...
I met Jayce...
-who is my Boeing dealer in Charge.

Due to WS working in Lexmark after I introduced...
And study time table problem...
Finally I decide to scarify my Sony high payment job...
And swift to work for Lexmark...
Togther with my WS gang and Gary!
-a very persuasive general manager.
With only RM 50 per day pay...
-but high commission lah...
No doubt,
It is really more challenging...
Because low basic need work more to earn more ma...
Between...
I get the chance to go visit another state for free...
Because work for outstation PC fair...
And one of the place was Sandakan!
Which is one year ago...
And that's the best record in my working life so far...
Cause I created a legend there...
Hee...
And,
That's why I met Multiplus boss - Eric
So fast!
15 months work for Lexmark has pass...
Then...
I left...
Cause...
I create Bagoods Network.

Working for three years...
I have some saving...
-admitted that both Sony and Lexmark have gave many chance for me...
Plus I cancel the plan to go UK...
So I used it to try my first business...
From an internet dealer,
To a unknown supplier,
And,
To a partnership Jusco Kiosk dealer now...
Today's of me,
Consider achieved half of my 'Ultimate' target jor...
But,
Sometimes...
Do felt so stress... so tiring... so depress...
Quarrel with partner, no sales, no money pay back creditors, customers complaint, business partner scold, no idea, made wrong decision, no time study, can't concentrate exam, and the most heavy one - high expectation from friends and family...

忍。。。

No matter how,
Mom,
I promise I still will completed my original task de
-graduate Advance Diploma In Banking & Finance
And,
Although is a kiosk but no a shop,
Although is share with partner but not completely myself,
But,
I think...
I should happy of being like this now...
Cause,
I have completed part of the journey that I desire before...
Hopefully In coming 1 more year I can fully accomplish my 'HIGHEST TARGET' lo...

*My special thanks to:

Jayce- You really take care of me a lot... You are the one who made me feel true friend can find in working environment... Thank you!

Gary- You really insert so many valuable thing in my pocket! Without knowing you, I can't have todays confident... Thank you!

Eric- Don't know how to thank you as I never think that I was a promoter that could have your so big helping hand all the way of my business... Thank you!