settle

Although ready dy...
but still will sad...
i always knew...
i always understand...
but i not agree...
From that time till now...
i never agree.
No right to disagree...
cause not i choose...
Long time dint feel so alonely at room..
Long time dint so upset le...
this few week work very enjoy actually...
Perhaps i also dono it is real enjoy or a escape...
but i do, really know what i doing...
i do know it is impossible...
things never can settle together also same...

i almost forgot who it is...
i almost cant remember what is the real memories...
i forced to put it in a box,
never can open it.

walk alone,
is not my life...
i rather earn lessor...
i want have ppl share with me...
recall back last time partner with leslie...
is quite enjoy...
team with kui vui, leslie, kit at lexmark...
till now also excited if thk back...
who say work cannot tie with relation?
work life balance...
LOSU i am :)

i have my own handling problem skill...
i don't need people pity me...
but i like people care me...
who say guy cannot like people care?
who say i losu role must only to care people but cannot let people care?
i born with same features...
if i have more...
i always share with people...
i always pray for those miserable...
i give everyone fair...
i give everyone respect...
i just want a little bit selfish sometime...
protect for my own.
thats all.
Im losu, still losu...

people sometime never thk of both side...
possitive could be negative...
negative could be possitive...
advantages could be disadvantages.. vice versa...
when you like something,
u will thing it possitive...
when u dislike something...
you hate the disadvantages...
what happen to those think both side?

you will never know what is the feeling of being judge as criminal, by your most love.
the feeling like want to die...
cant breath cant eat...
willing do whatever to explain...
hope to be trust....

now.. i could wont bother...
want judge just go ahead...
i always loss because i too care...
now i just know...
i should care myself more sometime...
is really annoy me...

finally i rescue myself...
finally i also need to go for new life...
finally i could say...
i freedom.