Accept le... is nice.. release.. though is painful, but it bring forward... it not mean u let go... accept only ask you move forward... i, losu, here to say thanks for giving me this chance to realise...
life is not under our control...
actually something now i only know... where i always dono before... dono what is no choice... dono wat is forced to... dono wat is must... i been live in 23 years in this world, never knew what is the feeling when you have no choice in your menu but u forced to accept the one you don like the most... everything also have the chance to negotiate... everything also have the alternative way for me to do...that's what i behave in this pass 23 years...
finally, now only realize, i never strict to myself.
is learning to do my basic... is forgoten the time i force myself to study kimia n fizik this two crazy subject... is forgoten when i was serious in doing my work....
i found it was very beauty... i always remember, i want to develop sandakan...
tmr have to go training again... very excited to go... i found that sometime motivation is belong to our own. if very enthusiative to do, it is motivation. i understand, not everything must have an expected outcome. PROCESS is always the nicest thing. since at the end, every one have to die..
never blame anyone, never blame god, never blame myself, it just do your best what is under your control... if that is not under your control, u cant do anythg but just accept it..
love, is always around, if you really notice what around you, love it, appreciate it, but not to own it. cause nothing is eternity... we do feel sad, when thing not yours or when thing is yours but have gone... what you can do? :)
that's the game rule of life... you join to live, just accept this rule.
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